I’m just taking a stroll back to the office after a nice short sit down lunch by myself. It’s been a little stressful lately so I needed to take some much needed time to breathe. I haven’t even been taking a lunch really the last few weeks and it’s not so much that I’m not eating, but I’m not taking the break I may need for a breath or some fresh ( Read more... )

For the last week I feel like I’ve been unable to stay asleep through the night without help.

My mind is racing and I have this ability to lucid dream, so I feel like I’m awake but I’m really in a light sleep without the ability to spend much time in deep sleep.

It’s been painful and I’m struggling to find the routine that works best. I know I should ( Read more... )

I’m trying to find ways to use my skills I’m learning from my Wondr app. Protecting your hunger level 3 is key they say, so I need to make sure I do that this week. I also need to get more movement in. Not sure what that looks like yet, but I need to do something. Maybe it just means getting more walking in, but I need to try something else too to ( Read more... )

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What a crazy world it is that we are currently living in.  This COVID-19 situation is surreal, and quite frankly it's kind of thrown our lives into a tizzy.  For obvious reasons it's very anxiety-ridden, but I must admit that there is some solace that I'm finding within myself during this time.  I do not mind being asked to stay at home, and I don' ( Read more... )

What a struggle it is to watch something you’re so passionate about falling apart. I’m not sure why I stay, but I think it’s a multitude of things. Including fear of change, fear of leaving and it changing after I leave... and maybe even the fear that I won’t be given the same opportunities as I am while I’m here. I have access here, but that sure ( Read more... )

Each day I stay, it’s one step closer to losing what I’ve worked so hard for.

Does anyone else feel like they don’t belong when they’re with family?
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I am realizing my patience could really use a lot of help.  I am definitely not at a level where I can handle incompetence or laziness on a very large scale.  At some point I feel like maybe I should just be able to let it go, but that's not really how I feel.  I am a VERY short fuse today, and quite frankly I'm pissed off at so many things.  I'm ( Read more... )

-Laundry (3 Loads - 2 of them already folded and put away!)

-Purged my “pile” on the couch and got rid of a lot of it.

-Received my “Self Journal” in the mail today. I’ll have to go through it and actually learn how to use it and get the most out of it.

-Cut down my flowers and got them in some fresh water.

-In bed and it’s 10pm.

-DIDN’T work ( Read more... )