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Well, it's been a minute since my last public post. I can stop bitching about my weight and bitch about keeping fit. I dropped fifty pounds, from 189 to 140. I keep my weight between 140 and 145. Adjusting for Aunt Erma's inflation tax she puts on me every month.
To keep fit, I've been biking almost every day. It's a great work out and I think I'm ( Read more... ) -
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Im watching a movie called "Fat, Sick, and Nearly Dead" and i am considering that route.
First, i need to get in touch with a doctor.
Secondly, ease myself into it.
Thirdly, fast with juices.
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"Bury your heart, US of A. History rears up to spit in your face." *
(Happy Independence day, everybody.)
* - "Smallpox Champions" Fugazi, In on the kill taker.
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Poem #2
I have to watch
When it gets too much
To back off when
It deems appropriate
I am too blah (fat)
I am too blargh (ugly)
I am too ugh (lazy.)
To be worth any one's
Weight in gold.
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Duvet (Rustling Through REM's Haze)
A million pillows
lack the warmth
compared to
your soft body.
The best fibers
woven into the
finest, softest,
and warmest
Duvet
truly hugs the
curves of
your celestial
body.
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Goodnight.
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Finally going to...
Finally going to see a therapist/psychologist/councilor/whatever. I think the amount of grief, stress, and trauma have merited such a justification. My mind is a clutter of FUCK, and I just want it to return to it's original, more simplistic mode: Nothing ( Read more... ) -
To the one who helped give me life.
I know I never got to know you properly and I feel I am responsible for keeping that distance. I was a child and you were an adult, we both made mistakes that we regretted at different moments of our lives. You were half-responsible for creating me and for that, I am grateful. When I looked in the mirror, I could see your DNA's imprints muddled ( Read more... ) -
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I'm realizing more and more that the source of my personal aggressions fester from my loneliness.
I think I need to drink less. I think...
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A disregard post for the previous posting.
Alright, it's unhealthy to lose that much weight in a short amount of time. I've decided to finely tweak it. 50 pounds lost in 9 months. That sounds fairly reasonable and it's long enough where I'm not losing 2 pounds a week. It's roughly about 1.3 pounds a week. Not terrible and low enough where it's totally extreme. I'm tired of my flabby, ( Read more... ) -
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I really need to keep to a goal, four months of rigorous exercise routine and diet. I feel like my eating has been absolute shit for months. I really need to step up my game.
Let's see if I can adopt my livejournal into more of a goal guide.
What's the goal? 40lbs in 4 months.
I'm awake early to help prove this point. I am heading to the track to ( Read more... )