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The light dims, shadows creep in.
A short while ago I got sick with the flu. When it ended I felt happy. Constantly. I found that unusual but didn't want it to end. The world was surreal. Everything had a fuzzy muted quality, like being slightly out of focus. At the same time everything looked like it was made of crystals, with a sharp clarity of perfect seeing. At first I ( Read more... ) -
Fuck this shit...
I wanted a different job. I thought I had one. Turned out I was wrong and pretty bummed about it. But, logically speaking, it was too late in the year to get another one. I accepted that I would still work at hell for the holiday period. Then something changed. I don't know what it was but I was suddenly okay with working there for the time ( Read more... ) -
Beauty so cold...
This isn't the first time I wanted to go out and dance in the snow. This is the first time that I didn't because I realized that I can't dance.
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On the subject of souls...
So I was talking to a friend of mine that has paranormal abilities. He and I got on the subject of past lives at one point and I remembered that I had wanted to share my feelings on that theory for some time but had forgot. This is my rectification of that.( ~the usual~ ) -
Chaos in flux.
Isn't if funny how just when you think things are up, something has to rain on your parade?
~blue -
Beyond Chrysalis
It has been so long. I haven't been here in a while. I missed it. Of course I am crazy. No you don't know what is going on...I haven't told you yet. ( ...for the passing souls... ) -
Finding the fifth.
I found another one. Another that I cannot hold. Another touched by Grace. By now I have accepted that I will never be able to be with one of the gracetouched. Accepted, but I still feel some things for them. This is the first one that I have found that isn't brunette. Strange that I once thought this connection was so finicky that hair color ( Read more... ) -
Surging Cacophany of Pathos
I am unfulfilled. Emotions flare and die, dance and wane. Urges and pretenses come to the fore and evaporate prior to fruition. I don't know what it all means. I am confused. And I crave sleep...
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A faded spark?
So, a friend of mine who I have mentioned (not by name) before has moved to the fore of things again. He was the one that I watched die. Read back a few entries if you are confused. For a brief moment in time, after his apparent "death", he still had a small spark within him. That spark represented his ability to percieve different ( Read more... )