eleglam

THE REGULAR CROWD STUMBLES IN

eleglam Aug 07, 2006 05:57

HELLO, hangover ( Read more... )

the ringer, tequila, drunk, johnny knoxville, margarita, alcohol, drinking, hang over

WHY ARE WE KEEPING OUR SECRETS?

eleglam Aug 04, 2006 01:46

I just binged. Terribly. Then purged. A lot. Now I'm all shaky and can barely type. I'm sweaty, and nervous feeling. I stood up and light seemed to flood my eyes. I had to lay back down. I can't type. i can't focus. I can't concentrate. I don't like this................kI"m scared.

EDIT.Toward the end I felt as if I was blacking out.. and I ( Read more... )

sick, binging, dizzy, purging, bulimia

THE WISDOM'S IN THE TREES, NOT THE GLASS WINDOWS

eleglam Aug 01, 2006 21:48

This song is Amazing. Jack Johnson: Breakdown. Everyone should download/buy it.. and listen to it. I LOVE IT.

I've figured out my goal in this nonsense. It's to eventually vomit up my stomach.. and then I won't have to eat or purge anymore. That would be nice. If only it would happen.

I don't have much else to say. I drink too much. Binge ( Read more... )

WITHOUT A SOUND, SHE TOUCHES ME.

eleglam Aug 01, 2006 07:06

I'm full. Full, full, full. Fuck having nice friends who don't mind spending money to get you a side of french fries. Fuck friends. Fuck leaving the house. Fuck people around. FUCK FUCK FUCK.

I feel SO full. I need to purge. NEED, need, need. But my parents are in the living room. I need to move out. I'm an independent person and I need to move ( Read more... )

drugs, independence, food, bulimia, full, moving out, vomit

EVERYBODY KNOWS I'M IN OVER MY HEAD.

eleglam Jul 31, 2006 01:26

This isn't going to be a long entry.

I've gained three pounds.

Last night I hung out with a few friends at my friend Liz's house. I was talking to my mother about it. My parents are extremely open minded people.... that is why this surprised me so much. Anyway.. here's how the conversation went.

Mom: "What did you do last night?"
Me: "Hung out at ( Read more... )

sexuality

YOU DON'T HAVE TO SEE THE STARS

eleglam Jul 27, 2006 00:33

Well, well, well.... today. Today was... well..... today. I didn't sleep last night.. I couldn't. So I was up all night and then until about 1pm or so this afternoon. When I finally fell asleep, I didn't awake until 6pm.. where, alas, the parents forced me to go to dinner with them. I told them I simply wanted a fruit cup and to please bring me ( Read more... )

sexuality, eating disorder, bulimia, self discovery

ALL THE ROADS THAT LEAD YOU THERE WERE WINDING

eleglam Jul 26, 2006 04:35

The name's Eleanor.
I'm 18 years old.
I live in California.
But I was raised in Georgia.
I have a subtle southern drawl.
ED-Nos (about a year and a half.)
I know I like girls.... just trying to figure out if I like boys too.
I'm not out.I'm very shy.... and very outspoken at the same time ( Read more... )

introduction, mini biography