i'll post pics soon....until then.. i'll leave you with

I WANT MY VIRGINITY BACK!

ok so saturday... got broke up with... was very bored pretty much all day....
sunday... really sucked alomost died...
monday- found out i got broken up with so he wouldn't cheat on me... and i got fired and i got my period which means i am not pregnant.. which was something i really wanted....

who wants to kick me?

so this is a retraction to my last post.. Dan and i were together now we are not.. i am not posting detaisl.. but if you care ask i'll tell you.. we mite get together sometime soon.. just bad timing...

ok so the last thing in the world i expected to happen.... happend.. i saw dan tonight.. and well...we are back together.. he just asked me out! omg.. i cannot stop smiling.. i love him.. i really do.. i was so wrong.. but i gave him his time and look how well it worked out for me...

ahhh i am late.. as in the bad kinda late which equals babies.... i do not want to have his baby.. he won't even talk to me.... but hell atleast he'll pay me right? no prolly pray that i gat my rag... i mean i can't have his baby.. b/c i can't do it on my own and he will not help me...

Ok so lately i am throwing up everything i eat.. i just get really bad cramps.. and then if i don't throw up.. i make myself throw up.. but on the bright side if i might get skinny enough for someone... and well i'm giving it til jan. 1st by then if I'm not god enough for some one... then i giv up.. and figure I'd be better off dead but now i have ( Read more... )

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ok so riddle me this... is it possible for birth control to make you lactate? i really know nothing about it... i was just curious... and very serious... if anybody anything bout this.. let me know..... please.,... get in touch with me.,..

omg.. i feel terrible.. bad ending to a bad week.. i am a whore... thats all i'll ever be to anyone.. i mean.. all guys want is sex.. at least the guy i want.. and all i want is to be with him.. it killing me.. slowly... i am thinking about leaving.. just up and running away.. i'll die soon tho b/c i have no food...i dunno.. i want to die.. i am ( Read more... )

un less i get of list of reasons i need to live.. then i guess this is good bye.. b/c at this i am very far gone and i am prolly going to kill myself.