I am NOT okay.  This is the first time in my life I have purposely gotten drunk because I was so upset.  (And, fuck that, only the second time in my life I have ever gotten drunk ( Read more... )

Went to the dentist today.  As I've said, I've been going to quite a few dentist appointments for the stupid broken tooth ( Read more... )

I feel like my mind is coming apart at the seams.  I think I'm slipping fast, and I can't afford to fall.

I really need a friend.

Anyone around to talk tonight?  Talking would feel nice.

I feel so thoroughly rejected these days that I don't remember what it feels like to honestly feel liked.

My situation at work is intolerable.  I don't want to go into details here but the short version is that my co-workers--the ones in my classroom--don't like or respect me.  Worse, they speak and act around me as though they think I don't know ( Read more... )

It's finally going to open!

I definitely still really want to see it.  Some time during break is my plan.  Who wants to go with me?

(Okay, that wasn't the most exciting way to get your attention, but I'm exhausted beyond words.  Can the amazingness of Sondheim + Tim Burton + Johnny Depp + Helena Bonham Carter + Alan Rickman be enough?)

For those of you, in particular (not that anyone else is excluded from responding!), who have lived with a significant other:

How do you get someone to do a chore when nothing is working?  On certain chores, Isaiah and I take turns.  Washing dishes is one of them.  We both hate doing dishes and can be bad about letting them pile up, so eventually, ( Read more... )

So, I need to bake cookies.  Like, lots of cookies.  I have a recipe now, and most of the ingredients, and NO USABLE OVEN (at least not in my apartment).  I was going to bake at work this week, in our life skills center, but now we're changing a crap-load of things in the classroom and I'm just not going to have time ( Read more... )

It has been a very long time since I've sat down to simply write a journal entry, to play with my thoughts or beautiful words, or any words at all.  I have mostly felt, in some combination, cold, flat, sad, frustrated, lonely, in the past few months.  I don't mean to imply that I have not had any good feelings in that time, but they don't seem to ( Read more... )

So, I'm going to be baking cookies for people at work. There are more recipes on the internet than I could possibly imagine sorting through, so I figured I'd start by asking for suggestions here, since so many of my friends like to cook/bake/etc. I was planning to play around with oatmeal, chocolate chips, and some cinnamon, but since I haven't ( Read more... )