Landslide

[frodogamgee]

I've been afraid of changing
'Cause I built my life around you.
Time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And I'm getting older too.
Yeah, I'm getting older too.

You know, it feels like only a few months ago yesterday that I was an angsty unhappy tweenager who stole laptops from my dad, locked myself in my room back at Bag End and admired my

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Pardon me while I step in as the voice of cynical realism.

[glorfind3l]

I read it all. Mostly because "furniture-chaining sexabuse whatever" caught my eye and I thought, "Hey! Whiny little fucker, that's happened once or twice in three months. Tch," and then I scrolled back up. But anyway. If you're bored and aren't involved to make you want to read anything, don't do it. I won't encourage you to stay for the sake of staying, because you're right, where you're at right now, it's totally pointless. It's not that I want you to "fade away", but hell, pick something and run with it.

Re: Pardon me while I step in as the voice of cynical realism.

[eomer_of_rohan]

*mun speaking here* Heh. Harsh but true. No offense meant (LOVE!!!), just...find something you like and to hell with the rest of it eh? It's about the fun.

*puppet struggles back to the surface* And fuck you about my pregnancy, man!!!

[riverdaughter]

[Ooh, pretty new icon. :D]

[elanorgamgee]

*laughs softly*

Because you fear there's no way you can top yourself?

I don't really know what to tell you sweetie, except that you're the most creative person I've ever known. That I know deep down inside the spark is still there. Can I advise you on how to go about finding it? I'm afraid I don't have that answer. I'm still trying to figure out who I am after everything that's happened and where to go from here.

You know I love you so very much, you know I feel horrible for turning my back on you, you know how much of me you'd take with me if you left. Are those reasons enough for you to stay? No, but there they are. Know that I'll always love you no matter what.

[frodogamgee]

I would miss you if I left, no mistake. =/

I dunno. I think I should just . . . go away for a while. Just by myself, alone.

Its just . . . I hate being alone.

[elanorgamgee]

For a while...? That implies coming back, doesn't it?

*shuts eyes and nods*

I know. And I hate... to think of you alone.

[frodogamgee]

Maybe. Come back if I ever . . . feel the urge to, I guess. I don't know.

I don't want to leave you . . . or Merry. You two most of all. But . . .

I don't know. I'm going insane trying to stay. *Sighs*

[bilbogamgee]

[skips over post]

Hahahaha.

I read you 'cause you're my big brother. Even when you're an angsty whiner. :)

[nienor_niniel]

I read everything. Everything. Especially you.

I've pioneered the realm of incest for Middle-earth HEY. What about me? Did all my Túrin-related angsting and (first) suicide mean nothing? I did it back in the First Age! Granted, it wasn't my most creative death, but I've improved. Look at my last attempt. It didn't work, but if you're going to kill yourself, you might as well do it with some style.

[bbolger_baggins]

Hello, Frodo-lad! Well, actually, your writing here just helped me catch up on some history I missed, so I found it helpful really. You *are* quite accomplished!

Anyway, I haven't seen you since you were quite small.
I don't know how to make you feel better it's only a brew of St.John's Wort between me and a page of italics. A game of golf at the Country Club at Frogmorten, perhaps?

[frodogamgee]

Golf?

I dunno how to golf . . .

[bbolger_baggins]

Sure, I'll show you how then you'll be one up on my clueless mun who doesn't know a fucking thing about golf.

Then, if you want, you can help me fold the 3000 fund-raising letters for DOMEACE and HADL and stuff them in envelopes. See, there's new things to try everyday!

[frodogamgee]

*wonders if golf is fun*

*figures its better than sitting around playing with his toes.*

Okay. *gets up and follows you*

What is HADL and DOMEACE?

By the way, my name is Frodo, who are you? *offers timid handshake*