So I want to shoot someone...like literally. I'm getting sick of looking for another job, for looking for somewhere to live. I just sick of everyone's shit. I want to pack up and leave. Just get all my shit (throw away some) and leave for a while. Don't tell anyone where I've gone or when I'm coming home. But of course I open my eyes from the ( Read more... )

So life has been weird lately. Not like a bad weird but just a plain weird weird. Here is a list of some of the weird things that have happened to me lately. You may not think they are weird...but I do ( Read more... )

So I'm pretty pissed right now. David broke his car and it's not very cheap to fix. Now he wants to buy back his Xbox 360 that he sold to someone else. And give his PS2 away. I swear this guy can never just make a decision and just stick with it. That's why I tell him, it's your money so you can do whatever you want. Of course it won't be that way ( Read more... )

So yesterday was David and mines 10 month of being together. I love this guy more than I have loved anything in my life. He makes a sad day bright as the sun rise and a cloudy day as clear as just cleaned glass. He can make me smile even if I'm mad and he can make any tear that falls disappear as fast as it came. He is my best friend and I'm ( Read more... )

First off I want to say something that was really weird for me that just happened...I wrote down 4-18, todays date and 4:18 the time it was...it was pretty crazy! Maybe not to some but to me it was ( Read more... )

Now that I've worked at the car dealership for like a few weeks I see how people sell cars. Its crazy how many people come in not really going to buy a car but then they do. Also how sells people say that you aren't a civic person you are more an accord person. Or you tell them that they look more like a van person than a car person. I just don't ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning gosh knows how many times because I kept on dreaming that I was late to work and I hate that feeling. So I made sure my alarm was on and went back to sleep. Well I woke up and the clock said 9:03 a.m. All I could think was FUCK! My alarm didn't go off at 8:30a.m. and now I was going to be late. I got up did the fasted make up ( Read more... )

Well its my first day of work and I'm sitting here...I've basically learned almost everything I need to know...this is going to be a very easy job and I'm excited! :) The two girls that are training me are nice and helped me so much. It feels great to know that I'm actually going to having a pay check...it will be nice to contribute to our bank ( Read more... )

On March 4, 2006 at 10:08 pm my grandma Sharon Crawford was taken from this world. She left to be with my grandpa. I left her side at 9pm and I knew before anyone called me that she was gone. I haven't cried once since I knew. I was eating mint ice cream with gummy bears in it when my mom called. She had stayed at my grandmas house with her till ( Read more... )

I can't explain how I feel at this exact moment. Other than I feel like something so special to me is gone. The tears don't feel enough for me...it feels like I can be doing more. This is not how I wanted it to be. I wish it could all be different. We were going to see her tomorrow. And now she is not there...well she's here...but in a coma...I ( Read more... )