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ED is such a distraction.
My weight shot up over night a pound. I just keep fluctuating up and down, and up and down. Which I guess is normal. but it shot up to 131, which is the highest its been. ( Read more... ) -
How does anyone eat that much?
I'm down a pound since yesterday. My jump must have been just normal. Glad I didn't fret over it. I felt like all I did was eat yesterday!
slammed a protein shake after my workout. had a half cup cottage cheese and honey. lunch was a chicken patty sandwich in a whole wheat bun with mayo and two cups of veggies. snack was a serving and a half of ( Read more... ) -
I'll starve later
My weight is up again. I'm not sure why.
I'm just refusing to spend time contemplating and stressing when I know I haven't over eaten. What is terribly sad is this
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Woe is me
Not to be too dramatic but I nearly choked to death on a cough drop JUST now!
I'm up because I don't feel well. I've been up since 5:40. My husband woke me up because I kept moaning. I think he thought I was having bad dreams. I guess I was. I was being seen by doctors because I couldn't breathe. But I wouldn't call that a nightmare. My chest feels ( Read more... ) -
Date, medical stuff, and hobbies
Well... I definitely didn't make it to Friday, not weighing. Ha! Pipe dream. I didn't even get too scared to weigh in today after consuming all of the salt in the chicken broth. ( Read more... ) -
nightmares, insecurities, date
nightmares ALL night.
had dreams my husband was cheating on me with a Co worker. That he had "only" slept with her twice, but came home heavy heated and confessed to me. But wouldn't delete her from his fb because it was his bosses daughter and he needed to keep the peace! She was ugly than me. Every time I woke up I was so happy because they felt ( Read more... )