I didn't save him. He was crying out to be saved and I couldn't hear him because he was too far away. Or maybe I wasn't listening. Everybody's going to tell me that it wasn't my fault, and maybe it wasn't, but it was. I'm the Slayer ( Read more... )

Move on.Those two tiny words were rolling around my head like rocks, knocking into one another and making a deafening noise. My entire body ached, my mouth was dry, and I couldn't feel the tips of my fingers. But all I could think about were those two small words: move on. The conduit, whatever it was exactly, had been inside my body. It had been ( Read more... )

"How could you do that to him?" I asked quietly, knowing full well I wouldn't get a straight answer, "How could you let him alienate himself like that? Make him think that he was alone ( Read more... )

Somehow I wasn't even sure how exactly, but I found myself standin' back in the lobby of Wolfram and Hart. The big freaky white room just disappeared, and I could feel the hard cold floor beneath my boots again. Cordelia was still on the ground near my feet, her head in her hands. Wesley was standing next to me giving a confused looking Fred a ( Read more... )

I was so bored. There was nothing on and the Slayer can sleep! I sighed, turned off the t.v. and left with my coat. Where should I go?...Dawn might be out of class by now. Plus, I needed to talk to someone about my feelings, but not Buffy. And if I hadn't of left I would've had to to explain why I was there because Buffy would wake up soon ( Read more... )

The dark champion has been sent on his way. His fate is not mine to judge but his to make at the summit. The Partners will surely beset him with all sorts of hellfire, yet he carries his own weapons closely. Vampires are never without offense ( Read more... )

The drive over to Wolfram and Hart was made in tense silence. Each of us trying to absorb what had happened. Angel. He killed Gunn. Our friend. Closer, he was like family even after which had happened between us. Finding Cordelia, with Faith of all people. And there's more going on there that meets the eye. Well, most eyes that is ( Read more... )

“I can’t believe this! What? Are you on drugs? Come on Nina you have to talk to me.” I sat on my bed and just stared at my door as Jill pleaded with me to come out, to /talk/ to her, to help her understand. I couldn’t though, I could not understand myself. So I just sat on my bed, my wet hair plastered to my back and my robe tightly cinched ( Read more... )

I got out of my rental car and stared at the building. So Buffy and dawn had returned to their roots. Their dead beat dad infested roots but roots none the less. I frowned but perked up as I saw a woman in her convertable spill coffee on herself. I never understood why things like that made me laugh nowadays. Maybe because, that used to be me. And ( Read more... )

Its time to go, no more screwing around, no more games, no more subtle hints about anything. Will they understand? They don't know, don't have the first clue about what they've meant to me. We used to be so close, my family, inseparable. Now I know what I have to do, and its for me to do alone. Nobody gets to ride shotgun on my trip to hell ( Read more... )