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[laura_wishes]

I'm really happy to be here, I feel like crap that i'm a bit of a lardcake but at least I'm doing something about it, I would love some tips on how to curb the hunger pains or even some people to talk to about my eating disorder. People seem to get really pissed off with me when I try to talk to them about it as if i'm attention seeking or just

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[misstal]

just wanted to send you a msg to say hi and that im here if you want to chat or anything.. we have the same stats at the moment! i´m 5´10 and 138lbs. recently because of a knee injury i had to have an operation and so can´t go to the gym for 6 weeks :-( i´ve had nothing to do, so been binging (so gross) and put back on the weight id lost last year. i got down to 105lbs. which odviously is so depressing for me now. anyway maybe we could help each other? xx

[laura_wishes]

Yea definatly!
I've managed to loose 7lbs since that post, so i'm on my way - I want to be 115 eventually.
Keep me posted with how you are doing xxxxxx

[misstal]

well done thats amazing! how long did 7lbs take? i just had liquids yeasterday so i feel alot better and lighter today - thank god! we just have to be strong. im staying at my mums at the moment and its hard to resist the cookies! they put me in such a bad mood the next day its not worth it! i can resist as long as i dont get stoned!
desperately wanna loose 14lbs by the 29th as i have a huge party..at least i have that for insentive! how are you? xxxx

[laura_wishes]

I'm fine thank you, how are you doing? I did binge last night but i'm back on track and feel more determined than ever! I know what you mean, I was having a panic attack last night cos of my binge.
Loss has gone much slower than I would have wanted, mainly because I went through a stage where I binged a lot!
I lost the 7lbs in a couple of weeks, but i've been on here for about 3 weeks, maybe a while longer but cos of technical faults I couldn't get in.
Just need to work to keep it off and lose more now! I want to lose 10lbs by the 27th, it's my prom so hopefully we can do it!!!
xxx good luck xxxx

[juicy_63]

You clearly have enough comments supporting you and telling that screwed up bitch to get a life. But ima leave one aswell coz' i used to get abuse :)
a) I bet the sad pathetic cow could not write down the definition of ana if she tried

b) You have no idea what having an ED is like, it's in most ways a curse, not a blessing and is noway about trying to imitate skinny celebs or getting attention. It fucks up your mind, body and spirit

c) Many people who bitch about ana are fat, lazy people, who can't be bothered to change their quality of life! (That was abit harsh but its just gotta be done!)

That was kinda cruel to larger people, there are some stunning curvy people out there but this is just me :)

Love x<3x

[laura_wishes]

Thanks! I knwo, I get that people obviously cant understand fully, but to send me abuse for no reason was completely wrong. I noticed she had a son, how would she feel if someone spoke to him like that? Of course, absolutly livid.
What a bitch!
xxxxxxxxxx

[carizma]

Actually, People who intentionally starve themselves suffer from an eating disorder called anorexia nervosa. The disorder, which usually begins in young people around the time of puberty, involves extreme weight loss--at least 15 percent below the individual's normal body weight. Many people with the disorder look emaciated but are convinced they are overweight. Sometimes they must be hospitalized to prevent starvation.

And I may be a "Cow" but i'm healthy. And so is my son, whom I am a role model for. People with the "disorder" you have, are selfish.

[laura_wishes]

well done you have wikipedia haha

It goes deeper than wanting to look emaciated.

[pro_stunning_x]

Omgsh! I read some of the comments of abuse and why would anyone do that?!
They obviously have no real understanding of what its like to live like this, or any empathy towards people. Let anyone any social skills.
I'm happy to talk anytime, about anything at all =] I'm still pretty new to all this!
I can't stand my love handles as well =/ ugh!
& another person who's English! well I think.. =]
Sorry I'm just rambling now, but I know what you mean about people seeing it as attention seeking, my friends constantly watch me, and I find myself making excuses to get away from them,
Anyway, hope to talk soon =]
<3

[laura_wishes]

I know, I was targetted for being honest about stuff in the one place I thought people would understand!
I'm over it anyways! I'll add you, keep me posted on how you are doing xxxx

[pro_stunning_x]

Yeh I know what you mean, here feels like a safe place to talk to people who actually understand. Meh it's just pathetic really. Oh well, life goes on =]
Thanks for adding me =]
Argh! Is it harder to be skinny when you're smaller or taller?
<3

[laura_wishes]

I suppose if you are taller there is more area for the fat to go on! But that may just be my weird theory. What are your stats??

And yea it is pathetic, i'm just glad she said it to me and not someone who is near breaking point
xxxx

[__sojourn]

Add me?

SAME AS ME!

[jtgkelly]

hey you! well im new here so im still getting to know how to use this thingy. ok, so you are exactly what i am! 5'10, and weigh 138. so im not the only one. i want to be at least 125 within the next couple weeks, so now i have a buddie. well good luck on your weight loss journey. where are you from??

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[laura_wishes]

Hey, i've dropped a few pouns since then too! I will try to get down with you, I need to do this so I can face wearing a bikini on holiday!
Im from London, keep me posted on how you are doing hun xxxx

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[laura_wishes]

I'll definaly add you, it's easier to message people than on here!
What modelling do you do??
xx