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It was my first weigh in this week and I am down 2.4lbs! yay! Even with being sick I managed to get in two walks so the week wasn't a complete loss. Just got to keep moving through it.
Off to do a ton of homework...

Till next time! Mwah!

I have decided that really, truly... frozen dinners are the way to go. My reasoning behind this... 1. Set amount of food 2. Set amount of calories and all the fun stuff 3. I live alone 4. Very few dishes (at this point i should insert a picture of my kitchen ( Read more... )

So according to live journal... I haven't been on for 106 weeks. I'm back ( Read more... )

I tried to call my mother today... Except she's not there anymore. I never thought it would hurt me this much. I never realized how much I really talked to my mother either. I think I managed to talk to her at least three times a week. I feel so lost right now. I really put a lot of energy into that relationship and I am not really sure how to ( Read more... )

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I have been feeling down lately. More and more sad everyday. I feel lost for some reason. I am confused about so many things these days. I am lonely too. I think Friday was a breaking point and a realization for me. When I was younger, well hell, still to this day, my mother has put a lot of how she feels about me by how I look. I am not skinny, i ( Read more... )

So i am still going to school and it is really starting to drag. The homework never ends and I am bored, not necessarily with the learning part of it, which is always fascinating but with the schedule. It is the same thing every day. I really was hoping to get some time for my fam and some time to volunteer this quarter at the hospital but it just ( Read more... )

So I cried tonight on my way home from my usual Wednesday night dancing. I am not really sure what came over me but I will try to express everything that went through my head... ok i am and it went something like this ( Read more... )

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