lewbasnight

That's a little better

lewbasnight Jul 24, 2013 18:50

So I've been having a lot of trouble the last couple days. I'm fighting, I really am, but I'm losing. I can't get around it, I can't get on top of it, I can't beat it, it's dragging me down into the deep dark trenches of silent pressure and black stillness ( Read more... )

Not crazy about the 4th

lewbasnight Jul 04, 2013 14:50

Just another day of work and packing. I was going to get some nice foods to grill or some shit later but I just don't care enough to eat ( Read more... )

The Last Times

lewbasnight Jul 02, 2013 20:28

I've got a bad case of The Last Times; this will be the last Tuesday I wake up here, the last time I do laundry at Soapy's, the last time I walk home from the bar after work, etc. Too fucking sentimental ( Read more... )

A lesson in ethics

lewbasnight Jun 21, 2013 20:39

Months ago a client scheduled a week of dog-sitting from June 30th to July 7th. (Since I never remember when Pride Weekend is I always fall for that old con, and get stuck in Boystown during all the chaos.) This was well before I knew I'd be moving ( Read more... )

editorial decision

lewbasnight Jun 17, 2013 18:19

So I did write all six days, but on reflection they read as ridiculous and juvenile and terrifically self-indulgent so I locked them all away. I had to write it all down, and I did get a great deal of cathartic release from the project-- but that doesn't mean it was very good. Especially on Sunday-- Bloomsday, coincidentally-- where I had to ( Read more... )

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