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I feel so lost. I don't know what to do with myself at all. I am surprised and not at the same time. When they said she was having heart failure I took it as a sure sign that she would die. Even when they would give us good news they still never mentioned her heart recovering. It's true, her pulse did rise for a day, but the amount of liquid they ( Read more... ) -
Moving... =/
Okay, so I briefly mentioned around that I'm moving. Here's the reason: we asked our landlord to get rid of the rats and they waited two months and then decided not to renew the contract with the company we're leasing from. They are going to sell the property. In other words.... the place we live now, is more or less condemned. As they are only ( Read more... ) -
nightmares
Somewhat on the tailcoats of my last post about identity, I have suddenly begun having meaningful dreams again. Only... they're nightmares. I have had this basic nightmare many times in my adult life for as long as I can remember.
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identity....?
Well, 2011 was an exciting year. At the beginning of it I was a half-crazed college student, starving and poor and hell-bent on finishing. There was the earthquake.... and that was really weird and exciting and scary. Then I just went straight into working after I graduated. There wasn't really any soul-searching time, I was just glad to have a job ( Read more... ) -
Where now...?
Hey... man, I just never know what to say on social networks anymore. I am so BAD with communication in general. I can't talk on the phone and even skype stresses me out. But I genuinely LOVE and MISS you guys. I'm sorry I'm not so good at expressing it, but you're always in my thoughts ( Read more... ) -
I really meant to update sooner OTL
Sorry, I really meant to do this before, I was just feeling really avoidant of the world. So, I have made the big switch into the working world. It really did happen the frustrating way I had heard about. It was like I was just in the right place at the right time and they needed a warm body. Seriously. I know a couple people who also applied, but ( Read more... ) -
Changing
Phew, I apologize for not keep up in the online forums. I have been going through so many big events my head feels like it won't stop spinning. So, after the quake a month of uncertainty went by before everyone decided to try to return to normal. We had only just finished mid-terms, but upon returning, we had less than a month to finish the ( Read more... ) -
*pun pun*
God damn it, Japan!! Get your shit together and fix this reactor already!!! We are leaving Kyoto tomorrow. We saw a bunch of stuff, we calmed down, and most importantly, we spent almost all the money my relatives gave to us (because the yen is kicking the dollar's ass like NEVER before ;A;). We could stay, we could use Harry's college money, we ( Read more... )