Name & age: Sarah, 21 ( Read more... )

Heyy Gorgeousses!
how are you all doing today?
I am feeling okay just alittle baffled.
i was eatting dinner at my dads and i felt sick after and i didn't eat very much so i thought in my head what i ate- ravoli and garlic bread- both made from white flour something i donot allow myself to eat ever! and i think my body has been trained to believe ( Read more... )

I think i have the flu i haven't felt this awful in quite a while ( Read more... )

Right before I went into labor, I was about 163. I lost alot just having him. 13lbs (almost 8 being the baby alone!) dropped off in a week & it left pretty quickly at first. But now I'm stuck at 137. I'm sick of it! I still have 22lbs to go before I'm back to my pre-pregnancy weight (110). It's taking WAY TOO LONG. Help me? I need some good ( Read more... )

( very triggering! )

HAPPY OCTOBER! it is a new month! time to start fresh ( Read more... )

i just took a ton of laxatives, and i feel fantastic! for now...i'll edit back later when i'm in excruciating pain, i'll probably say something along the lines of NEVER AGAIN! haha...i can remember pain in that it exists, but not enough to stop me from doing something completely idiotic again.

Heyy Loves!
i am feeling extremly low and i really need to vent. i know you all understand me.
today was my dad's birthday- i knew it was going to be hard but i was determined to try and be a " normal girl" i ate and i feel horrible, in the middle of the dinner it hit me like a ton of bricks- omg there is such and such amount of calories in this. ( Read more... )

I don't know about you girls but my appetite sometimes relies on emotion and what causes the emotion ( Read more... )

Hopefully this works.
So, this morning I had a bit of a revelation--Maybe, just a bit, I can tweak my diet so that this whole thing becomes easier!
I'm now allowing myself to have at the most 900 calories instead of 600-800.
I'm only doing this because people are now becoming "more worried about my phase", and I figure
I can use the extra 100 calories ( Read more... )