Don't waste your time looking over your shoulder ( Read more... )

So it's 5:20 in the a.m. and I've been awake for an hour. I am now wide awake and my day starts in 2 and a half hours. I've been laying here trying desperately to fall asleep but for some piece of shit reason my mind won't shut up long enough for me to do so. I keep thinking retarted thoughts like what to name my cat when I get it... and for the ( Read more... )

uuughhh... I've had this cold now for three weeks... GO AWAY!!! I just made a doctor's apointment for today. I feel like poop scraped off of someone's shoe. y u c k ( Read more... )

So it's like 1:30 in the a.m. and there's a party at my house. I was enjoying the festivities but I have now retired to my room. There are a lot of people here that I don't know and half of them I have never seen. It's like a frat party in my basement ( Read more... )

So last night I had some of the most amazing dreams of my life... I swear to you I had about 4 or 5 different dreams that lasted all the way through my sleep ( Read more... )

So obviously it's been forever. The inter-web is going psycho at our house (and it's really starting to chaffe my asshole) so I'm at the library right now waiting for my next class to start ( Read more... )

So it is now Friday and a lot has changed. Things are just really good now. My job rocks my socks (even though I almost set it on fire last night :/). My new meds are working awesomely. I'm getting closer with some of the girls up here and I'm not feeling so self concious. I'm going to see my Cherie next weekend and I'm PSYCHED beyond belief!!! I ( Read more... )

Ok. I just re-read that first anonymous comment from that one really long and super depressing entry from like two days ago, for like the 5th time. 
I don't know if the comment makes me feel better or worse. 
Ethier way I'm glad it was said so Mr./Ms. Anonymous, don't feel bad. 
I think about everything that I have... all the AMAZING things that I ( Read more... )

I'm alone. I hate it. I think it's definately the most depressing thing in life ( Read more... )

Ok. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I'm so tired of everything. I'm sick of myself. Everything is so fucked. I am so fucked. I think this is one of the lowest points I've had in a long time. One minute I'll be so worried and freaking out about things and take things personal and get really upset and really hurt feelings. I have been acting ( Read more... )