It's 12:15 or so and I'm waiting for Eric to call so I can go pick him up and then go to bed. A lot has been happening lately. Let's start with today and work backwards. Today was busy, Eric made us breakfast again (yum) and then we went to the library to study! I know I was kinda surprized too! lol So then Eric when to work and I went home to ( Read more... )

hmmm... last night was fun, today sucked. I've never had a hangover feeling this bad before... but then again I've never drank two bottles of wine in two hours before ethier. Last night was a lot of fun... it was probably the most fun I've had in a long time ( Read more... )

I'm having a shitty ass week and it's only Tuesday. This house is a giant piece of shit and the landlord is the diareha coating. The thing should just be demolished. Yesterday the water in the bathroom sink was coming out brown and then the pipes froze this morning and when Tyler called to tell the landlord... his responce was "Ok." ASS BAG ( Read more... )

Today has been pretty good. I'm feeling really tired lately. I've been to the doctor and after blood tests and what not he says he's not sure what's going on. He guessed it was some kind of a virus and if it didn't go away this week to go back in. It's only Monday but I still feel the same way I have been feeling for the past 2 weeks. I'm just ( Read more... )

I want to write in this more... everyday even. I want to be able to look back when I'm feeling lost. I want to be able to watch myself change and grow. I want to be able to vent, to get everything that I keep inside... out. I want to see that people care. I want to know that I have support. I want to help someone else if I can ( Read more... )

i hate you i hate you more than i've ever hated anyone in my whole life you make me feel guilt for nothing you make me feel less than myself you make me an angry person you make me depressed you've made me the way that i am anal anxious insecure and twisted you've done nothing but manipulate me my entire life all the while you say you love me you ( Read more... )

So the last few days have been quite fun... like the time Eric drank almost an entire fifth of Jager in about 2 hours and we had to take him to the hospital! That was sweet! lol (not really). It was Kim's 21st birthday so we were all over there having a good time and whatnot, and I wasn't drinking (thank god) because they didn't have what I wanted ( Read more... )

So today we went cliff jumping. Eric, Ryan, Nick, Henry and his friend, and me and Theresa all went and then we met Chris and Annie there. We all had an awesome time. Theresa and I didn't jump but we went swimming. The water was pretty fricken cold but not too bad. The waves were huge, they were so big that when I was in the water, I couldn't see ( Read more... )