I feel like I was hit by a bus. I shouldn't have stayed at the conference until bloody 7 o clock. But fuck, it won me a communication device ( Read more... )

5 am. Talk with friends. It makes sense flowing from my mouth and brain when speaking of his necessity for self care ( Read more... )

Awake at 10. Back to sleep at noon. To bed at 9:30. Awake at 10. Back to sleep at noon. Awake at 6. Back to sleep at 7. Sleep. Sleep. Sleep. It's now 5:40 AM on Monday morning. I better be sufficiently rested ( Read more... )

Summer school is done. I refused to put Britany on the bus. I asked one of my staff to do it. She was screaming and crying. She held on to the lift so they couldn't put her on the bus. It just kills me ( Read more... )

I loathe dress shopping. That's all.

This weekend was a difficult one. Tim was in a very tense and emotional place. I found it difficult to separate myself. I'm not really sure why it was more difficult than usual, but it was ( Read more... )

She said Im going out with my girlfriends
Margaritas at the Holiday Inn
Oh have mercy my only thought
Tequilla makes her clothes fall off
I told her put an extra layer on
I know what happens when she drinks petron
her closets missing half the things she's bought
tequilla makes her clothes fall off


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Somedays I give 110% and will do whatever it takes to stay in recovery.

Other days, I'm fucking exhausted and think, "que sera sera"

After nearly 3 years, should it still be this difficult?

Would it be that bad to simply not actively try to relapse or recover and just let whatever happens, happen?

1. I'll respond with something random I like about you ( Read more... )