I didn't tell anyone. I've been using the livejournal name StandingUp for a while... sorry for being secretive. This will be my last post under this name.

A tidbit of advice for everyone: it's a great idea to learn something new every day you're alive. That'll lead to quite an accumulation of knowledge by the end of your days ( Read more... )

( Disregard )

I think I'm an asshole. Well, that's not entirely true... I'm pretty sure of it. But I don't know what else to do. I hate a circular argument, and things are impossibly black-or-white with me. Thinking elseways just doesn't seem to click ( Read more... )

A load lifted, and new road found.

Freedom, here I come.

It's like... a think blackness. Everything sinking into a small, infinitely massive... point. A ball, maybe, but in the whole of the darkness, it stands out as darker. But it's warm, I can tell... like a life, hungry to exist, to be noticed and distinct. A singular emptiness, starving to be filled... starving to be fulfilledMaybe it's getting ( Read more... )

I'm in desperate need of a good movie to watch. Not a comedy or action, though... something more sedated. Like a "Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil" or "What Dreams May Come"... something like that. Not necessarily depressed... but... metacognitive, maybe. Everything gracing the marquees of the local cinemas has been less than attractive ( Read more... )

Okay, I suppose it's time for an update that doesn't happen in the middle of the night, and doesn't sound like I'm going to kill myself or leave Sarah ( Read more... )

This is the closest I've come in a long while to who I used to be. I'm not sure if that's a step forward or backward from where I see myself now, but maybe the sensation of grasping the past and making it now validates my emotions. As far as what those emotions are, I'm not entirely aware. I feel, as I've grown accustomed to saying, "epic," like ( Read more... )

( For Worth or Not )