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Collector
I keep getting calls from Sandy at Windham and Associates collection agency, and while she started out very nice, she's just become more and more snide. she knows we work the exact same schedule so if she is at work there is no way she will get me. I try to call her back on my breaks, but some days are rough ( Read more... ) -
This is why I never accomplish anything...
So I have been trying really hard to come up with some way to make myself more productive. I think I have discovered why I never accomplish anything. My brain does too much and somehow manages to never accomplish anything doing so.
This is a normal joke:
A horse walks into a bar. The bartender asks "Why the long face?"
See, the joke is that a horse's ( Read more... ) -
Everything to nothing
The horrible crippling depression that I used to get in high school has come back. This is very bad. Some of the people I still maintain contact with from college know that I get depressed, but in college it became sort of a "soldier on through" sort of depression. An "I'm upset, but it won't help anything so I'll just live with it" sort of thing ( Read more... ) -
Sweet god hallelujah!
I finally wrote something again! I'll have type it out and clean it up a bit but sweet freaking lord I was worried I had lost it. Who would have thought all I needed was to buy some moleskine journals so I wasn't just trying to type everything out. Thats what was killing it. Computer doesn't feel permanent enough so everything I write feels like ( Read more... ) -
Crazy? I was crazy once...
I suspect that I am genuinely going crazy. And the worst part is everyone I talk to about it tells me I'm just imagining it. Didn't Catch 22 teach me anything? If you think you're crazy you're not. But still, I don't quite feel hinged. I've started thinking of my craziness as a small web of cracks spreading over the surface of my brain. In the ( Read more... ) -
I'm not complaining, yeah I was just sayin'
I went on a long walk yesterday. Well, long for me. I walked for about an hour, making sure to keep my pace quick enough to elevate my heart rate. That's how normal people exercise, right? I mean... like... normal people, not people who are obsessed with going to the gym and burning all of their calorie intake for the day so that they can eat ( Read more... ) -
Dear Sir or Madam;
I need to feel real again, and I can't do it without writing. So I'm going to start revising until I have something new to say, and hopefully I'll be able to speak myself back into being. I ran across this piece the other day and I like some of the imagery. I don't really like how it's hammered together. I remember someone I greatly respect once ( Read more... ) -
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The last person you kissed on the lips said that you were the only one they wanted, would you believe ( Read more... ) -
My favorite poem
Went and saw Alice in Wonderland with Laura tonight. Johnny Depp recites Jabberwocky in character at one point. It gave me tingles. It is to this day probably my favorite poem.
JABBERWOCKY
Lewis Carroll
(from Through the Looking-Glass and What Alice Found There, 1872)
`Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe:
All ( Read more... ) -
Bad news sticks to you.
My computer died. Well, not died, I just don't have anywhere to put it and the monitor makes this loud whining noise that makes me think it's going to explode ( Read more... )