Ok. I knew this was coming, but it was still so upsetting. My last fill was way back in March... bad bad me! But, I've known I was being an idiot and letting myself go, but still today was a stab in the heart. In 4 months, when I should have lost about 30ish pounds- I gained 13 ( Read more... )

support group meeting ( Read more... )

So I know I'm the only one that can fix things ( Read more... )

I am still going to be updating this livejournal- but I also made a myspace for this as well. (my sister uses myspace now and not this- so I needed to transfer over.)

If anyone wants to add me on there as well as here... myspace.com/mynewlife_22

:)

I got my second fill yesterday. I was a little late getting it (by 1 1/2- 2 weeks) Oops.

So hopefully I get my butt back and gear and keep losing the weight. :)

Oh- the first fill they put in .5 ccs. This time they up in 1 cc.

:)

I don't know what is wrong with me, but I just feel like I'm at a stand still. I've come so far (I've lost 50 lbs in less than 4 months!) That's pretty amazing if you ask me so why do I feel like this ( Read more... )

My 3 month out was Jan 22nd- so these are a little late cause I took them tonight.

O well. :)

Not a lot of change from the 2nd month to the 3rd, but I guess it's ok. Wicked frustrating, but ok. Scales not moving either. :(

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I have had such bad cramps in my stomach today. I couldn't figure out what it was I know that I'm getting my period- so that could have been it. But then I thought it was because I was eating wrong... which made me upset and depressed. But did I get up and exercise? nope... did I eat more.. yup ( Read more... )

I really need to beat this self-sabotage crap I do. It's going to ruin me. :(

I suck. again. I keep having minor set backs ( Read more... )