It sucks that I want to be prescribed for anti-depressants, but I won't do it, because I don't want to have to deal with the weight gain that occurs as a side effect.

UGH. Just "emotionally" ate. I need to tape my mouth. So aggravated with life, now even more with the fact that I semi-binged (aka I ate a lot, but I didn't eat it really fast) and tomorrow I will wake up with a fat face (anyone else experience this?).

DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE.

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this is just what i didn't want. a guy to get caught up with, distracting me from school. i refuse to let myself and my actions be dictated by another person. i refuse to let him affect my schoolwork or what i eat ( Read more... )

Does anyone else ever feel like they are not worth being liked by the opposite sex? I just recently found out that this boy I had a slight crush on, also likes me back. But after finding this out, I don't really like him as much (am I scared?...just repelled?) and I'm even wondering why he (or anyone, for that matter) would like me. Why would ( Read more... )

its so easy with my school schedule to not eat...but the thing is that i feel like everytime i need to study or do work that requires brain power i need food...or i feel hungry easier/faster...does anyone else feel this way???? it sucks because i know im so busy its easier to avoid food but then when i do my work i want to eat ( Read more... )

hey guys, sorry i haven't posted in soo very long. been trying to figure things out....anyway im going to post more now so i hope you guys will still read my entries ( Read more... )

why is it that the days i don't exercise, i just don't care about what i eat. so then, i'll just eat what i want and i CAN'T STOP! UGH i hate that! but then the days i DO exercise...im soo good about what i take in. but the thing is, my leg's been hurting me so i haven't been able to work out. but tonight i just swam and it feels so good. i haven't ( Read more... )

UGH! i was doing SO well the entire last week, and then this week it's like i'm a changed person! i totally disregarded my attempt at not eating and ruined my efforts, this is so depressing. and plus i ate sooooooooooooo much today...i hate it!!!!!!!! my fat absolutely horrifies me and makes me abhor my body so much. i just keep thinking about how ( Read more... )

ok so yesterday i took 3 pills of xenadrine and that really lasted the entiireee day. i couldnt even fall asleep but i dont know if thats cause of the pills or just me. well anyway, after i worked out, i started feeling shaky and really really hungry so i had to eat a little something to control the jitters. my heart felt wierd during the day so i ( Read more... )