Himitsu~Chapter 11
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Chapter 11:
Kame opened his eyes, he heard something but it was faint so he stood up and went closer to where the sound was coming from.
Kame opened his eyes and saw someone rise from the same bed he was still lying on and it startled him after realizing who it was. It was him! It was him who rises from the same bed but how could that be when he was still lying down on his bed. But he was seeing the image of him slowly walking away from him. How could he see his own body walking towards somewhere? He got up and even though he’s kind of scared he decided to follow the man who looks exactly like him.
He kept on walking but he wasn’t sure now why he’s in the middle of strolling. To his surprised, he’s already standing somewhere, a place where he could see trees everywhere and could hear the splash of water against some gigantic rock. He wasn’t sure if he knows where he was going but he wasn’t stopping from walking either. He seemed not minding the fact where he was at the moment and as he walked by, he saw someone standing a little far away from where he is. As he was getting nearer, he realized that it was a cliff where the person was standing at as he heard the louder blast of the water. As he stepped closer, he realized that the boy who stands right after the cliff was kind of familiar to him as he was staring at the back of that person.
Wait... He suddenly halted as he recognized the boy who was now a few step away from him. How could Akanishi Jin be at that place? But then he realized Akanishi wasn’t alone at that cliff. He suddenly remembered that he was trailing behind the person who looks like him as he had a glimpse of that person in front of the taller boy who also facing the ocean underneath.
He was about to make a step but was stopped from the sudden shocked strike through him. He felt the air suddenly stopped entering his lungs as he witnessed how Akanishi pushed the boy who looks like him right into the cliff... The taller boy turns his head to his direction and a smirk curved on his lips.
Kame suddenly felt the fear arouse from him. He was hell scared that all he wanted to do was run as fast as he could! But he couldn’t move his legs! He saw the taller boy make a move. He’s walking toward him! Slowly but for Kame every second feels like a racing against his heartbeat. Kame wanted to make a run! But still couldn’t move a single muscle of his body. He got the feeling that if he won’t get away from this Akanishi, it will be his end... He doesn’t want to die... He’s scared to die...Who wasn’t?!
Kame needed some help from anybody. He shouted help but he’s not making any sound from his yell. Why is this things happening to him?... What the hell was going on?!... As Kame’s now panicking but couldn’t do anything, Akanishi’s still moving to his direction. Kame felt the burning tears burst from his eyes as he was feeling anxiously helpless...
“NOOOO!!!!”
Kame opened his eyes. He couldn’t believe he was still alive but he still feels his heart by his right hand if it’s still beating and it was still beating, crazily. He’s catching his breath as if he runs a thousand miles. He was flooded by his sweat and tears from his eyes. He really thought he was dying there...in his-another-weird-dream with Akanishi on it.
He sighed. “What a nightmare...?”
~+~
Akanishi has a dark circle around his eyes because he hadn’t able to sleep well last night. The thought of Kame and what ever he’d been doing lately was disturbing him. He realizes that he was not in his own pace. Something is wrong.
Kame and Akanishi went together going to their school as what they’re been doing every morning. But Kame notice something wasn’t quite right with Akanishi today. He wasn’t talking but rather lost in his thinking which is very rare. Whatever he was thinking, Kame wanted to know but kind of hesitant to ask.
~+~
The teacher in front of the class discussing something but Akanishi doesn’t really paying attention for what ever it is. He kept on staring at Kame whose busy taking down notes of some important matters from their sensei’s lecture. Akanishi realized how Kame really looks like a girl and how he can deceive his classmates and the people around him.
The thought of the possibility that some guys maybe-at one point-has an interest with Kamenashi Kazuya strike through his head. He even wonders if there’s already someone confessed their love to this young pretty boy. Well of course, no one actually would think that this boy in his girl uniform was a fake. Only his father, Akanishi and...Yamashita Tomohisa knows...
Akanishi sighed. Kame noticed from the corner of his eyes that Akanishi blew a prolonged sigh. Something really is bothering the taller boy, Kame realized.
Kame decided that he’ll have a talk with Akanishi when the class is over.
~+~
“Gomen.” Akanishi said.
“I-Its okay.” Kame forced a smile on his face. “See you later then.” He then turns to his way home.
“Ah. Ki o tsukete ne.” the taller boy waved his hand.
Akanishi lied. He told Kame that Yamapi asked something from him and he needed to see his best friend that’s why he wasn’t going home with Kame this time. The truth is, he needed some time alone... to think something... to seek for an answer...or maybe he really needs to see Pi.
He started walking but he’s having a second thought if he’s really going to see his best friend because he sort of knew what would be his friend’s reaction when he heard what’s tormenting him. But where else could he go? Only Pi knows what is going on.
“You’re in a wrong path, y’know?” someone behind him suddenly spoke that captured his attention.
“Pi.” Akanishi uttered as he saw his best friend behind him. “What are you doing here?” he then asked.
Yamapi smiled . “Baka! Of course I’m on my way home. Then I saw you walking alone and at first, I thought ‘hmm...that’s unusual, seeing Aka without its Kame. But then I realized that maybe this Aka misses Pi dakara I thought you’re finally gonna visit me but you suddenly didn’t make a turn to the direction of my house that’s why I think... you’re lost?’ Hehe. Y’know it’s been a while since you’ve been here. You’re too occupied hanging out with your new boy friend.”
Akanishi’s eyebrow went up. “Hmm. What makes your think I’m going at your place and not anywhere else?”
“Sou desuka? So where are you going?” Pi pouted his lips, eyebrows went up. “Hm?”
Akanishi averted his gaze to the direction he was leading just a while ago. “There.” He pointed his finger to that direction.
Yamapi nods his head as if considering what Akanishi had said. “hmm.. sore ja, ki o tsukete ne.” he then beamed a wide smile.
The taller boy sighed, declaring his defeat. “Whatever. I changed my mind. Let’s go...to YOUR place then.” Then he turns to the direction of the pouty lip guy’s home.
“Hai hai!” Pi followed.
~+~
Yamashita was playing his lips by pouting at the cup of his tea every now and then as he was staring at his best friend, waiting for Akanishi to talk but he wasn’t talking. Akanishi wasn’t even lifting his gaze to look at him. He was just kept on spinning the computer chair where he was sitting sloppily.
“Ne?” Yamapi started, “Are you having some trouble?” he then decided to ask.
The taller boy stopped what he was doing. “Me?” he looked at his best friend’s eyes.
Yamapi smiled once again. “Yes, you.”
“Nothing.” Akanishi answered casually.
“Hmmm... okay.”
Another moment of silence. Akanishi started spinning his chair once again. Yamapi pouting his lips annoyed while watching Akanishi, making him more annoyed by the spinning chair.
“Aren’t you really going to tell me?” Yamapi start talking once again.
Akanishi didn’t stop the chair from spinning, “What am I gonna tell you about?”
“The reason why your here?”
“What’s that supposed to mean? Didn’t you just said that maybe this Aka just misses his best friend Pi?”
“Yeah right, but what do your thick brain think what I meant?”
Akanishi stopped rotating the chair and seriously placed his stare to his best friend once again.
“Why are you throwing me another question and not just answer me?”
“Have you given me answers to my questions? You didn’t even answer my very first question.” Pi questioned back.
“I did. I said nothing’s troubling me.”
...
Yamashita suddenly burst out a loud laugh. Jin raised one skeptical eyebrow.
“What’s so funny?” Akanishi asked confusedly.
“I get it.” Yamapi calmed himself and tries to talk casually.
“What did you get?”
Yamapi smirked, stood up and placed the tea cup onto the computer table in front of Akanishi. He then looked closer to the eyes of Akanishi, trying to find something within Akanishi’s black orbs. “Are you-” He was cut off.
“I’m not.” Akanishi answered defensively. “And I will not.” He continues emphatically.
“hmmm. Demo ne, that’s not what I can see.” Still beaming.
“Then don’t look.”
Pi throws a cheeky smile, “Are you sure you’re not falling-”
Akanishi started releasing his killing aura.
“Fine.” The pouty lip guy surrendered.
...
Another golden moment of silence between the two boys
“AAHHH!!!” Akanishi scratched his head irritably. He kept on thinking but what ever idea crosses his mind it feels like he’s making himself more in a tight spot he doesn’t even know what was it and why...
Yamashita who was once again back to where he was seating stared at his problematic friend who apparently detonate from releasing his fury.
“It’s been out of my system these days...” Akanishi started talking. He felt that he couldn’t deal with the matter alone. His head only get pained from thinking “The truth is, I’m pretty messed up. I thought I’m doing just fine... but I’m not sure anymore. I’m not even sure what the hell I am doing. And I’m not really sure what to do next...”
Yamapi becomes serious now. Yamapi could feel how difficult things for his friend. He feels sorry for Akanishi. He knew that Akanishi was still under the state of not letting go of his past. But up to this moment, he couldn’t reach the taller boy’s rationalization.
“Do you want me to tell you what you should do?” Yamapi asked.
Akanishi stared at his friend that seemed waiting for his reply. There’s no trace of deception on Yamapi’s face but the sincerity. But at this moment, Akanishi doesn’t want to hear Yamapi with his lecture about right and wrong. So he said, “No-”
The other boy interrupted him. “I like Kame-chan,” He muttered, “He’s not a bad guy here. I think you should stop this. This isn’t very healthy, y’know?”
Akanishi broke his eye contact with Yamapi and slops his back against the chair. He sighed. “Yeah. It’s really not healthy. It’s addicting.”
“Really?” Yamapi asked with a slight astonishment in his tone. “You mean...”
Akanishi looked at Yamapi. “Where the hell that seriousness of yours a while ago just went? And what the hell are you thinking?”
“Doing it with the same gender? If it’s really that addicting.”
“Huh?” Akanishi has a ‘couldn’t-believed’ expression all over his face.
“You started it. I’m taking this conversation very solemn but you suddenly said ‘it’s addicting’, of course it tingles my attention.”
“So?” The taller boy blankly asked.
A wide grin plastered on Yamashita’s face. “Neee~ Jin~”
Akanishi abruptly back away. “No way! Don’t even think about it.”
“Baka! Who says with you?”
“Who are you pertaining to then? Don’t tell me...”
“If it’s really that addicting.”
“Go ahead, if you really want to be somewhere high like ‘heaven’, that is if you get so lucky.”
“Heh... That’s nice! I like that. It wasn’t the answer I’m kind of expecting but it pretty much has the same meaning.”
“Heh? What are you babbling about this time?”
Yamapi stood up and walked closer to his friend. “Let’s just see where this story leads to. Ne?”
“What story?” the taller boy narrowed his eyes in confusion.
“But if you really don’t want to stop this, you’ll only get wounded one way or another, pretty deep too.”
“HUH?...”
Yamapi patted the shoulder of his friend.
~+~
Kame was observing Akanishi through out the day. Akanishi didn’t go home last night and didn’t even leave them a message that he wasn’t going home. Kame was still waiting for the taller boy to tell him what is troubling with him but Kame doubt that the taller boy would actually tell him, but maybe if he would ask Akanishi, perhaps he’ll consider sharing it to him.
He waits for the end of the day once again.
As they were in their way home, Kame was saving all the guts he has to ask the boy beside him if there’s something wrong.
“Jin,”
Akanishi apparently didn’t hear Kame.
“Jin...” Kame repeats, a little louder this time.
The taller boy averted his eyes to the boy who calls his name. “Hm?” he asked.
“Anou...” Kame doesn’t want to get so nosy but he was only worrying about AKanishi. “If-If you have some problems, you...you know that you can tell me, right?”
“Hm.” The taller boy nods.
Kame was staring at the taller boy but it seems that Akanishi doesn’t have a plan on telling him what’s disturbing his mind.
“Do you... have something to tell me?...” Kame still tries.
“Betsuni.” Akanishi answered then he smiled. “Chill out! I don’t have a problem or anything. So relax, you’ll get old fast if you’re worrying too much, oji-chan~”
“Corny.” Kame remarked.
“Well, corny is funny.” Akanishi muttered back.
“Sou. ‘ha-ha-ha’ very hilarious indeed.”
~+~
They got home and one as usual ‘Tadaima’ comes from Kame. The two teens went straight upstairs. The first room they will walk through belongs to Akanishi. The taller boy halted in front of his door. The other teen keeps on walking.
“Kazuya.” Akanishi suddenly voiced out Kame’s name.
Kame looked behind and finds the taller boy already standing right behind him. He then turns around.
“What?” Kame asked.
They remain standing as Kame’s waiting for he taller boy to answer him.
“Kiss me.” Akanishi suddenly orders him.
...
“EH?!” Kame’s shocked reaction. ‘Is he serious? But...But out of nowhere?...’ flashed through Kame’s mind. But the look of seriousness from Akanishi’s face hasn’t disappeared. Well, this isn’t gonna be the first time for Kame to initiate the kiss but... asked him out of the blue?
He sighed. He decided to just do it. He moved closer leaving a small space in between, lifted his face. He saw how serious Akanishi’s eyes were still. But then his eyes automatically closed as he moves his face closer to the taller boys’. Then he felt how his lips touched Akanishi’s soft lips. As their lips made a contact, he suddenly remembers the time when he suffered a high fever and Akanishi was the one who took good care of him. The time when he saw Akanishi sound asleep beside him, on his bed. The moment he first had the chance to stare at Akanishi’s apparently soft lips, the very first moment he had a thought of kissing those lips. And now, he actually could taste how sweet those lips are.
Slowly, Kame moved his face away from the taller boy. His eyes gradually open and had a vision of Akanishi’s face and saw Akanishi’s eyes were still closed. Kame smiled.
~+~
Another day for Akanishi. He happily rides his bike and too excited that he’s going to see Kame once again.
He took a short cut. He’ll soon cross the bridge when he saw a girl in a girl uniform, standing at the railing of that bridge. She looks like wanted to jump and ends her life. He runs his bike as fast as he could. And when he had a closer vision to the girl who was about to kill her self by jumping out from the bridge, he recognized that the girl was actually...
“KAME-CHAAANN!!” Akanishi yelled out from his lungs.
The girl looked at him. Then smiled a saddest smile one could ever see.
Akanishi almost fall from removing his self from his bike. He runs faster as fast as his heart beats.
...
But Kame jumps from the bridge and a splash of water reverberates.
“NOOOOOO!!!!!!!”
When Akanishi finally awake, the last memory from his dream hunts him, seeing how sad Kame’s smile was. He curled him self, hugging his pillow tightly. Then his tears bust out. He couldn’t help him self from weeping...
~+~
Kame and Akanishi was almost at the gate of their school for only few more steps away when Akanishi suddenly halted.
Kame looked at the taller boy, waiting for him to take another step. But Akanishi wasn’t moving. He was staring at the ground.
“I’m not going to school today.” Akanishi suddenly voiced out.
“What?” Kame asked but then he realized that he understood the question and he wonders... “Why?”
Akanishi lifted up his head and stared back with the other teen’s brown orbs.
“Kazuya, let’s stop this.”
“Huh?” Kame asked, puzzled.
“We should break up.”
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Actually, I don’t really have an idea what to write with my chapter 11... This is something just come up. And it’s been a long while I actually kept you waiting. Gomen. It wasn’t much but I still hope you liked it.
One more thing, I wrote a RyuxRen (Odagiri Ryu and Kazama Ren from Gokusen 2 and 3) Pairing Fic. Hope you guys finds it interesting as well.
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~chap11~chap12~
Chapter 11:
Kame opened his eyes, he heard something but it was faint so he stood up and went closer to where the sound was coming from.
Kame opened his eyes and saw someone rise from the same bed he was still lying on and it startled him after realizing who it was. It was him! It was him who rises from the same bed but how could that be when he was still lying down on his bed. But he was seeing the image of him slowly walking away from him. How could he see his own body walking towards somewhere? He got up and even though he’s kind of scared he decided to follow the man who looks exactly like him.
He kept on walking but he wasn’t sure now why he’s in the middle of strolling. To his surprised, he’s already standing somewhere, a place where he could see trees everywhere and could hear the splash of water against some gigantic rock. He wasn’t sure if he knows where he was going but he wasn’t stopping from walking either. He seemed not minding the fact where he was at the moment and as he walked by, he saw someone standing a little far away from where he is. As he was getting nearer, he realized that it was a cliff where the person was standing at as he heard the louder blast of the water. As he stepped closer, he realized that the boy who stands right after the cliff was kind of familiar to him as he was staring at the back of that person.
Wait... He suddenly halted as he recognized the boy who was now a few step away from him. How could Akanishi Jin be at that place? But then he realized Akanishi wasn’t alone at that cliff. He suddenly remembered that he was trailing behind the person who looks like him as he had a glimpse of that person in front of the taller boy who also facing the ocean underneath.
He was about to make a step but was stopped from the sudden shocked strike through him. He felt the air suddenly stopped entering his lungs as he witnessed how Akanishi pushed the boy who looks like him right into the cliff... The taller boy turns his head to his direction and a smirk curved on his lips.
Kame suddenly felt the fear arouse from him. He was hell scared that all he wanted to do was run as fast as he could! But he couldn’t move his legs! He saw the taller boy make a move. He’s walking toward him! Slowly but for Kame every second feels like a racing against his heartbeat. Kame wanted to make a run! But still couldn’t move a single muscle of his body. He got the feeling that if he won’t get away from this Akanishi, it will be his end... He doesn’t want to die... He’s scared to die...Who wasn’t?!
Kame needed some help from anybody. He shouted help but he’s not making any sound from his yell. Why is this things happening to him?... What the hell was going on?!... As Kame’s now panicking but couldn’t do anything, Akanishi’s still moving to his direction. Kame felt the burning tears burst from his eyes as he was feeling anxiously helpless...
“NOOOO!!!!”
Kame opened his eyes. He couldn’t believe he was still alive but he still feels his heart by his right hand if it’s still beating and it was still beating, crazily. He’s catching his breath as if he runs a thousand miles. He was flooded by his sweat and tears from his eyes. He really thought he was dying there...in his-another-weird-dream with Akanishi on it.
He sighed. “What a nightmare...?”
~+~
Akanishi has a dark circle around his eyes because he hadn’t able to sleep well last night. The thought of Kame and what ever he’d been doing lately was disturbing him. He realizes that he was not in his own pace. Something is wrong.
Kame and Akanishi went together going to their school as what they’re been doing every morning. But Kame notice something wasn’t quite right with Akanishi today. He wasn’t talking but rather lost in his thinking which is very rare. Whatever he was thinking, Kame wanted to know but kind of hesitant to ask.
~+~
The teacher in front of the class discussing something but Akanishi doesn’t really paying attention for what ever it is. He kept on staring at Kame whose busy taking down notes of some important matters from their sensei’s lecture. Akanishi realized how Kame really looks like a girl and how he can deceive his classmates and the people around him.
The thought of the possibility that some guys maybe-at one point-has an interest with Kamenashi Kazuya strike through his head. He even wonders if there’s already someone confessed their love to this young pretty boy. Well of course, no one actually would think that this boy in his girl uniform was a fake. Only his father, Akanishi and...Yamashita Tomohisa knows...
Akanishi sighed. Kame noticed from the corner of his eyes that Akanishi blew a prolonged sigh. Something really is bothering the taller boy, Kame realized.
Kame decided that he’ll have a talk with Akanishi when the class is over.
~+~
“Gomen.” Akanishi said.
“I-Its okay.” Kame forced a smile on his face. “See you later then.” He then turns to his way home.
“Ah. Ki o tsukete ne.” the taller boy waved his hand.
Akanishi lied. He told Kame that Yamapi asked something from him and he needed to see his best friend that’s why he wasn’t going home with Kame this time. The truth is, he needed some time alone... to think something... to seek for an answer...or maybe he really needs to see Pi.
He started walking but he’s having a second thought if he’s really going to see his best friend because he sort of knew what would be his friend’s reaction when he heard what’s tormenting him. But where else could he go? Only Pi knows what is going on.
“You’re in a wrong path, y’know?” someone behind him suddenly spoke that captured his attention.
“Pi.” Akanishi uttered as he saw his best friend behind him. “What are you doing here?” he then asked.
Yamapi smiled . “Baka! Of course I’m on my way home. Then I saw you walking alone and at first, I thought ‘hmm...that’s unusual, seeing Aka without its Kame. But then I realized that maybe this Aka misses Pi dakara I thought you’re finally gonna visit me but you suddenly didn’t make a turn to the direction of my house that’s why I think... you’re lost?’ Hehe. Y’know it’s been a while since you’ve been here. You’re too occupied hanging out with your new boy friend.”
Akanishi’s eyebrow went up. “Hmm. What makes your think I’m going at your place and not anywhere else?”
“Sou desuka? So where are you going?” Pi pouted his lips, eyebrows went up. “Hm?”
Akanishi averted his gaze to the direction he was leading just a while ago. “There.” He pointed his finger to that direction.
Yamapi nods his head as if considering what Akanishi had said. “hmm.. sore ja, ki o tsukete ne.” he then beamed a wide smile.
The taller boy sighed, declaring his defeat. “Whatever. I changed my mind. Let’s go...to YOUR place then.” Then he turns to the direction of the pouty lip guy’s home.
“Hai hai!” Pi followed.
~+~
Yamashita was playing his lips by pouting at the cup of his tea every now and then as he was staring at his best friend, waiting for Akanishi to talk but he wasn’t talking. Akanishi wasn’t even lifting his gaze to look at him. He was just kept on spinning the computer chair where he was sitting sloppily.
“Ne?” Yamapi started, “Are you having some trouble?” he then decided to ask.
The taller boy stopped what he was doing. “Me?” he looked at his best friend’s eyes.
Yamapi smiled once again. “Yes, you.”
“Nothing.” Akanishi answered casually.
“Hmmm... okay.”
Another moment of silence. Akanishi started spinning his chair once again. Yamapi pouting his lips annoyed while watching Akanishi, making him more annoyed by the spinning chair.
“Aren’t you really going to tell me?” Yamapi start talking once again.
Akanishi didn’t stop the chair from spinning, “What am I gonna tell you about?”
“The reason why your here?”
“What’s that supposed to mean? Didn’t you just said that maybe this Aka just misses his best friend Pi?”
“Yeah right, but what do your thick brain think what I meant?”
Akanishi stopped rotating the chair and seriously placed his stare to his best friend once again.
“Why are you throwing me another question and not just answer me?”
“Have you given me answers to my questions? You didn’t even answer my very first question.” Pi questioned back.
“I did. I said nothing’s troubling me.”
...
Yamashita suddenly burst out a loud laugh. Jin raised one skeptical eyebrow.
“What’s so funny?” Akanishi asked confusedly.
“I get it.” Yamapi calmed himself and tries to talk casually.
“What did you get?”
Yamapi smirked, stood up and placed the tea cup onto the computer table in front of Akanishi. He then looked closer to the eyes of Akanishi, trying to find something within Akanishi’s black orbs. “Are you-” He was cut off.
“I’m not.” Akanishi answered defensively. “And I will not.” He continues emphatically.
“hmmm. Demo ne, that’s not what I can see.” Still beaming.
“Then don’t look.”
Pi throws a cheeky smile, “Are you sure you’re not falling-”
Akanishi started releasing his killing aura.
“Fine.” The pouty lip guy surrendered.
...
Another golden moment of silence between the two boys
“AAHHH!!!” Akanishi scratched his head irritably. He kept on thinking but what ever idea crosses his mind it feels like he’s making himself more in a tight spot he doesn’t even know what was it and why...
Yamashita who was once again back to where he was seating stared at his problematic friend who apparently detonate from releasing his fury.
“It’s been out of my system these days...” Akanishi started talking. He felt that he couldn’t deal with the matter alone. His head only get pained from thinking “The truth is, I’m pretty messed up. I thought I’m doing just fine... but I’m not sure anymore. I’m not even sure what the hell I am doing. And I’m not really sure what to do next...”
Yamapi becomes serious now. Yamapi could feel how difficult things for his friend. He feels sorry for Akanishi. He knew that Akanishi was still under the state of not letting go of his past. But up to this moment, he couldn’t reach the taller boy’s rationalization.
“Do you want me to tell you what you should do?” Yamapi asked.
Akanishi stared at his friend that seemed waiting for his reply. There’s no trace of deception on Yamapi’s face but the sincerity. But at this moment, Akanishi doesn’t want to hear Yamapi with his lecture about right and wrong. So he said, “No-”
The other boy interrupted him. “I like Kame-chan,” He muttered, “He’s not a bad guy here. I think you should stop this. This isn’t very healthy, y’know?”
Akanishi broke his eye contact with Yamapi and slops his back against the chair. He sighed. “Yeah. It’s really not healthy. It’s addicting.”
“Really?” Yamapi asked with a slight astonishment in his tone. “You mean...”
Akanishi looked at Yamapi. “Where the hell that seriousness of yours a while ago just went? And what the hell are you thinking?”
“Doing it with the same gender? If it’s really that addicting.”
“Huh?” Akanishi has a ‘couldn’t-believed’ expression all over his face.
“You started it. I’m taking this conversation very solemn but you suddenly said ‘it’s addicting’, of course it tingles my attention.”
“So?” The taller boy blankly asked.
A wide grin plastered on Yamashita’s face. “Neee~ Jin~”
Akanishi abruptly back away. “No way! Don’t even think about it.”
“Baka! Who says with you?”
“Who are you pertaining to then? Don’t tell me...”
“If it’s really that addicting.”
“Go ahead, if you really want to be somewhere high like ‘heaven’, that is if you get so lucky.”
“Heh... That’s nice! I like that. It wasn’t the answer I’m kind of expecting but it pretty much has the same meaning.”
“Heh? What are you babbling about this time?”
Yamapi stood up and walked closer to his friend. “Let’s just see where this story leads to. Ne?”
“What story?” the taller boy narrowed his eyes in confusion.
“But if you really don’t want to stop this, you’ll only get wounded one way or another, pretty deep too.”
“HUH?...”
Yamapi patted the shoulder of his friend.
~+~
Kame was observing Akanishi through out the day. Akanishi didn’t go home last night and didn’t even leave them a message that he wasn’t going home. Kame was still waiting for the taller boy to tell him what is troubling with him but Kame doubt that the taller boy would actually tell him, but maybe if he would ask Akanishi, perhaps he’ll consider sharing it to him.
He waits for the end of the day once again.
As they were in their way home, Kame was saving all the guts he has to ask the boy beside him if there’s something wrong.
“Jin,”
Akanishi apparently didn’t hear Kame.
“Jin...” Kame repeats, a little louder this time.
The taller boy averted his eyes to the boy who calls his name. “Hm?” he asked.
“Anou...” Kame doesn’t want to get so nosy but he was only worrying about AKanishi. “If-If you have some problems, you...you know that you can tell me, right?”
“Hm.” The taller boy nods.
Kame was staring at the taller boy but it seems that Akanishi doesn’t have a plan on telling him what’s disturbing his mind.
“Do you... have something to tell me?...” Kame still tries.
“Betsuni.” Akanishi answered then he smiled. “Chill out! I don’t have a problem or anything. So relax, you’ll get old fast if you’re worrying too much, oji-chan~”
“Corny.” Kame remarked.
“Well, corny is funny.” Akanishi muttered back.
“Sou. ‘ha-ha-ha’ very hilarious indeed.”
~+~
They got home and one as usual ‘Tadaima’ comes from Kame. The two teens went straight upstairs. The first room they will walk through belongs to Akanishi. The taller boy halted in front of his door. The other teen keeps on walking.
“Kazuya.” Akanishi suddenly voiced out Kame’s name.
Kame looked behind and finds the taller boy already standing right behind him. He then turns around.
“What?” Kame asked.
They remain standing as Kame’s waiting for he taller boy to answer him.
“Kiss me.” Akanishi suddenly orders him.
...
“EH?!” Kame’s shocked reaction. ‘Is he serious? But...But out of nowhere?...’ flashed through Kame’s mind. But the look of seriousness from Akanishi’s face hasn’t disappeared. Well, this isn’t gonna be the first time for Kame to initiate the kiss but... asked him out of the blue?
He sighed. He decided to just do it. He moved closer leaving a small space in between, lifted his face. He saw how serious Akanishi’s eyes were still. But then his eyes automatically closed as he moves his face closer to the taller boys’. Then he felt how his lips touched Akanishi’s soft lips. As their lips made a contact, he suddenly remembers the time when he suffered a high fever and Akanishi was the one who took good care of him. The time when he saw Akanishi sound asleep beside him, on his bed. The moment he first had the chance to stare at Akanishi’s apparently soft lips, the very first moment he had a thought of kissing those lips. And now, he actually could taste how sweet those lips are.
Slowly, Kame moved his face away from the taller boy. His eyes gradually open and had a vision of Akanishi’s face and saw Akanishi’s eyes were still closed. Kame smiled.
~+~
Another day for Akanishi. He happily rides his bike and too excited that he’s going to see Kame once again.
He took a short cut. He’ll soon cross the bridge when he saw a girl in a girl uniform, standing at the railing of that bridge. She looks like wanted to jump and ends her life. He runs his bike as fast as he could. And when he had a closer vision to the girl who was about to kill her self by jumping out from the bridge, he recognized that the girl was actually...
“KAME-CHAAANN!!” Akanishi yelled out from his lungs.
The girl looked at him. Then smiled a saddest smile one could ever see.
Akanishi almost fall from removing his self from his bike. He runs faster as fast as his heart beats.
...
But Kame jumps from the bridge and a splash of water reverberates.
“NOOOOOO!!!!!!!”
When Akanishi finally awake, the last memory from his dream hunts him, seeing how sad Kame’s smile was. He curled him self, hugging his pillow tightly. Then his tears bust out. He couldn’t help him self from weeping...
~+~
Kame and Akanishi was almost at the gate of their school for only few more steps away when Akanishi suddenly halted.
Kame looked at the taller boy, waiting for him to take another step. But Akanishi wasn’t moving. He was staring at the ground.
“I’m not going to school today.” Akanishi suddenly voiced out.
“What?” Kame asked but then he realized that he understood the question and he wonders... “Why?”
Akanishi lifted up his head and stared back with the other teen’s brown orbs.
“Kazuya, let’s stop this.”
“Huh?” Kame asked, puzzled.
“We should break up.”
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Actually, I don’t really have an idea what to write with my chapter 11... This is something just come up. And it’s been a long while I actually kept you waiting. Gomen. It wasn’t much but I still hope you liked it.
One more thing, I wrote a RyuxRen (Odagiri Ryu and Kazama Ren from Gokusen 2 and 3) Pairing Fic. Hope you guys finds it interesting as well.