so, I need to break up with my therapist ( Read more... )

target="_blank">Extraversion |||||||||||| 50% Stability |||||||||| 33% Orderliness |||||||||||||| 53% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 76% Interdependence |||||||||||| 50% Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63% Mystical |||| 16% Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70% Religious |||||||||||||||| 70% Hedonism |||||||||||| 43% Materialism ||||||| ( Read more... )

got this from my nutritionist, and I just wanted to post it for you guys.

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just a tip: if you have a housemate who you know is working really damn hard to fight against her eating disorder, and if she happens to leave a small amount of food in the house refrigerator, please do not eat it. it will fuck with her carefully organized eating schemes and basically render her a wreck.

thank you.

today my mom found the list of my heights and weights from birth through age 16. when I was 16, I was 5'5" and weighed 125. I know that my senior year of high school, when I was maybe an inch taller, I weighed something like 135-138. I'm currently 22, 5'6 1/2" and weigh 115. I find this interesting ( Read more... )

already. good god. I was so so so good and stopped myself mid-purge on wednesday (sososoproudofthat) and ddin't purge at all thursday. then I did twice yesterday. fuck ( Read more... )

I had my very first appointment yesterday, and I made another one for friday. we'll see how this goes. the nurse told me to write down eveyrthing I eat, whether or not I purge, and how full I feel before and after eating. I think it's probably bad when writing down what I eat is a deterrent -- and I list everything out (instead of salad, I'll ( Read more... )

hi ( Read more... )