so i'm so fucking confused. now i've resorted to writing in a journal i abandoned years ago. i don't know who to talk to. i don't how to tell if i'm a person. i like to think that there's something deeper that i don't let people in on, but maybe i just make myself think that there is ( Read more... )

yeah..hmm. being in knoxville is very weird. i keep telling everyone it was a really good decision for me to come back here for the semest, but i don't even know anymore. i needed more of a break and to stay here for longer than i got to this summer since i was moving around a lot, but i think my time here is done. the good times are few and far ( Read more... )

i was going to post a long update about how miserable life is right now and how this place brings back too many old memories for me to handle but i think i just covered that topic..besides, getting into specifics is too specific and if anyone still reads this thing i would probably regret them knowing the things i've been thinking as of late ( Read more... )

so i dunno..coincidence or not? it could be, but knowing this person..probably not. boy it sure is close to that date. i just don't fucking know. caring? remembering? thinking about old times? or ulterior motives. i hate this familiar feeling of paranoia. familiar? yes. good? debateable. <--i don't know how to spell this word. i wish i ( Read more... )

well they just keep gettin better. nothin really to say about it..i got some nice new sweatshop made shoes and my hair cut and colored. i love fitting into the mainstream.

oh and the irony of lots and lots of socks

i don't know how to begin an entry like this ( Read more... )

all i have to say is that i might be a little drunk but ( Read more... )

so this is my second update in 2 days. this is going to be a hard little while ( Read more... )

so sometimes you don't know where to go..sometimes you don't know what to do ( Read more... )

nothing beats getting drunk with best friends from the third grade, going gay clubbing, dancing yer ass off, getting yer lip busted by a fucking army fag, and then getting nearly arrested by kpd...

overall: fucking amazing nite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!