So I think I have an idea why at times I'm bad at relationships and dating and all that comes along with it ( Read more... )

One of the realizations lately from my meditations is that I treat other people a lot better than I treat myself.

My days go the best when I start off with: running then yoga then meditation.  They're almost so good that I don't want to change up that ordering.  But I'm curious to see if maybe meditation yoga running would be better.  Thoughts?

Grrr.  I am trying really hard these days to be very honest and genuine with people.  I'm watching my emotions carefully, and at the very least, trying not to let depressing/angry/negative thoughts permeate what I do.  In particular, I've noticed that I will get sad or upset or jealous at times, and would normally have made a call, sent a text, or ( Read more... )

( Where should I start? )

Rough start.  I was incredibly ill the past few days.  Last night I was convinced I'd have to go to the emergency room today.  But being well taken care of and the wonders of musinex d managed to save me.  After sweating profusely throughout the night and getting 10+ hours of sleep, I woke up today feeling much better.  Just tired and weak ( Read more... )

Lots of activity since my last post, so I'll have to do a comprehensive update a bit later in the day ( Read more... )

Vienna was a lovely city, but I don't think I'll be back until I've seen a lot of other European cities.  Too many people smoke.  Everyone has a dog.  (To Eric: Though I didn't see any dog poop ( Read more... )

Just after I found out about not passing my exam I was offered a position as a research assistant from a friend and post-doc here.  It involves me writing C++ code, learning quantum chemistry, and a mandatory trip to Vienna in June.  Oh, and I'll be paid in euro ( Read more... )

So I found out last night that I didn't pass my exam.  Since it was my second attempt that means no PhD in math for Dennis.  (at least now and at UH ( Read more... )