So I'm starting to realize that my selection of Harry Potter fanfic has become less about ships that I like and more about finding fics that aren't terribly cliche, ridiculous, or both. This has led to me reading things like Snape/Harry and Lucius/Harry even when anyone who has said Snape or Lucius' name in my presence recently can tell you that I ( Read more... )

[Cut for fairly vague talk of the Third Reich]me: [My history professor] took us on a history walk through the town last Monday and showed us all of the places in [city where I live] that were important to the Third Reich, like where the Gestapo was and where the Jews who were about to be deported were held... It was eerie ( Read more... )

( tw: theoretical discussion of statutory rape and the laws regarding it. )

I am judging the Hell out of all of the straight people on ontd_f and ontd_p right now going "What?! Queer men are capable of being misogynist?! OMG I totally never even thought of this before!"

Yeah. So much judging is being done right now.

( In which I spill my guts about my childhood and family bullshit. Tw: for misogynist language used against a child and non-graphic mentions of self-injuring. )

Okay, so I just deactivited my facebook account because reasons. Nothing too scary or anything, just... reasons. I think I might make a new one under a fake name. Or not. I really don't know right now.

I'm definitely making a new Yahoo Messenger account, though. (Completely unrelated.)

( U mad sis? 'Cuz I aint even mad-Cut for large font/images )

Dear mom:

I DO NOT WEAR 2XL. I DIDN'T WEAR 2XL THE LAST TIME YOU BOUGHT ME CLOTHES, I DID NOT WEAR 2XL THE TIME BEFORE THAT WHEN YOU BOUGHT ME CLOTHES, AND I DO NOT WEAR 2XL TODAY. IF YOU ARE GOING TO SHAME ME ABOUT MY CLOTHES SIZE THE LEAST YOU CAN DO IS STOP BUYING MY CLOTHES THAT ARE MUCH TOO BIG.

I feel like I'm being set-up. I tell her ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU. I have tried to make that decision. I have been trying for months, and do you know what it's gotten me? Several panic attacks, a complete train-wreck of a semester, and more mornings than I can count where getting out of bed seemed like the most terrifying thing I had ever done. I am not unhappy because I want to be ( Read more... )

( TW: Major reproductive ableism and classism. )