randy is leaving for iraq in five days. we hung out last night, and it was fun, but very sad. everything we said had an undertone because we may never see each other again. hes going into te most dangerous area on the most dangerous road in a moving target. he shouldnt even be there nobody should, and theyre dying for nothing. its pointlesst ( Read more... )

these days are filled with distractions ( Read more... )

just a quick update to write about my dream from thursday night ( Read more... )

The Iraq war has always been a difficult moral problem. Whether or not it was justified the truth is that Saddam being gone is a benefit and something that most Iraqis probably longed for. Perhaps, if undertaken in the right way, this could have a been a successful liberation, one which would leave the area more peaceful and safer. By acting ( Read more... )

drama update ( Read more... )

i should have left yesterday but snow in cincinnati prevented that. instead we went to olive garden (its like being in italy, only blander. ) where a mysterious hard thing was discovered in my food. i tried to not make a big deal out of it, i wasnt hungry after pulling it out of my mouth, but there was a big ole hoop-la. wutevah. we came back ( Read more... )

I've spent a lot of time lately making lists. Last night I went to a real live college party…OMG. Uh. I suppose it could have been better, but I had a good time. I've been looking forward to this weekend for a whole week now. Mrrm. I feel like I spend all of my time waiting for good things. Last night I was a sexyish Nico in a miniskirt and ( Read more... )

The most important idea that I am thinking about right now is the question of what makes people's actions moral or immoral. Some of my friends and I have discussed this at great length and they have come to the conclusion that morality is based in innate human worth, which I agree with. They claim, however that this worth is rooted in human ( Read more... )

i got a letter from bailey today. she said she wrote to apologize for all of the stupid shit that went down last sunday. i wrote her back immeadiately, saying that she has nothing to apologzie for. she really doesnt. its not like shes ever hurt me. it made everything worse, because of all the nasty things i said about her. why do i need to ( Read more... )

i had a dream that there were some big deal auditions being held in this mansion in rock hill. my friend and i went to them and stood around for a while in this big upstairs room. then a very big deal woman came looking at our group and picked my friend and i out. so we ran down a lot of stairs to where the people who had been cast as ladies-in- ( Read more... )