I am so sick and fucking tired of everybody's psycho fucking-babble bullshit about how I'm going down the wrong fucking path and that I'm fucking destroying myself. Did it ever fucking occur to you people that maybe this is my fucking life and my fucking body and I can do whatever I damn-fucking well please with it? I realize that you fucking " ( Read more... )

I'm skipping fourth block right now. I'm so sick and tired of being a freshman again. We have these bullshit classes like Focus On Freshman that talk about what you want to be when you grow up and such. It annoys me ( Read more... )

Sorry that I haven't posted in a long time. I've been doing really well. Been sober since Tuesday, and I haven't had a drink in a very long time. I've been celebate for over four months ( that's not a good thing ) and I've been doing great on my vegetarian thing. I just got some spicy veggie buffalo wings and they're delicious. Hooray ( Read more... )

Friday night I went partying with my friend Mike and I got unbelievably high, and then had some rum and coke, and then smoked another blunt with my friends. Holy shit I was BAKED. Then when they went for another liquor run, they dropped me off at my house. I fell asleep on thecouch and my mom woke me up, slightly inebriated, and started bitching ( Read more... )

I'll be heading back to Kalamazoo in about an hour, hour and a half and the rodes are icy so I hope we're all right, it should be fine though as long as me and mom manage to avoid the huge icestorm that's supposed to hit today ( Read more... )

She told me to come over and I took that trip ( Read more... )

I am doing this post to improve myself as much as possible.  I would like everybody who can to please comment on how I have affected them, if at all, and what I can do to improve myself.  Don't comment if you're going to be overtly hurtful, but I can handle criticism, and would welcome it.

COMMENT YOU MONKEY FUCKS!

Well Amanda and her ex-lover are having difficulties over his suicidal tendencies, so I just had a really long talk with him and gave him my number (in a purely innocent not call me for a good time kind of way) if he needs to talk ( Read more... )

Well I've worked out my resolutions, and they are as follows ( Read more... )

In Ferbuary I'll be going to Florida to see my grandparents and I might be able to see Prez. You're beautiful and amazing and I'd love nothing more than to spend the day with you.

Pray I can find a way to make this happen.