holy crap...long time, no talk.  sorry about that.  things have been absolutely insane on my end (yet, i find mulitple hours every day to feed my facebook addiction...weird) and i'm sorry i haven't updated in a long, long time.

i'll start with the good news first.  tuesday was my 10 week weigh in and i was down another 3.2 pounds (which was a ( Read more... )

tuesday was my one month weigh in of my new (and hopefully final!) journey.  i was down 9.6 pounds (which shocked me a lot, especially since the weekend wasn't the best stress wise and i could tell i was retaining quite a bit of water - you might be able to see it in my leg in my weigh in pic) for a total of 30.8 pounds kicked to the curb!!!  i am ( Read more... )

so i've decided to start a new page documenting my weekly weigh ins, since i'm essentially starting over on my journey.  i will still make a weekly blog post about my weigh in, but this is a post where you can see all my past weigh ins.

02.09.2010       533.6       -  9.6       -30.8
02.02.2010       543.2       -  6.4       -21.2
01.27.2010       549 ( Read more... )

i'm really super bored and trying to get back into the habit of blogging more often, so this post will probably be a jumble, but thanks to anyone who sticks with me, hahaha.

( money, money, money, mon-ey )

even if i did gain back almost all of my weight i'm proud of the steps i'm taking now that will ensure i never reach this point again.  i don't really know how to explain it, but i have a completely different attitude about things now than i did before.  something has changed, something has clicked...even more so than when i started nutrisystem.  ( Read more... )

i wonder if anyone will read this. i don't blame anyone for not reading it, as i've been majorly slacking in the updating, but it's kinda sorta been for a good reason. ;) let's just say that i've been super busy and i will continue to be super busy for the next year or so, but i will try to update as much as i can. i actually might just start a new ( Read more... )

i had the chance to go to la for the biggest loser finale...well, originally not the finale - just the pre-party tomorrow night and the post-party after the finale tuesday, but now i found out my friends who did go are going to the finale. i am so bummed. however, i didn't have the money to buy two plane tickets, especially on such sort notice. ( Read more... )

this past sunday i had an on camera interview for a new weight loss show and it was one of the most amazing experiences of my life. this past two/three weeks of my life have been a whirlwind, i’m surprised i’m still standing, hahaha. i was so nervous, but the moment i met my casting directors i was at ease. the whole experience went by in a blur ( Read more... )

so yeah, i've been majorly slacking on updating lately.  no real reason why.  i have nothing better to do, so i could be updating, but i don't.  in fact, i spend most of my time on facebook - wow, addictive.  other than my world being turned upside down at the beginning of the year and working on getting that all straightened out not much else has ( Read more... )

okay, not really, but i honestly cannot believe that yesterday i hit one of the greatest milestones in my journey so far...i hit 200.8 pounds gone FOREVER!!!

i know some of you may have seen this post already, but of course i have to put it in this journal so that i can always remember it...especially when i'm struggling down the road.

honestly, i ( Read more... )