Since he'd run into Temari the first week of his final year, Shikamaru's head had been all over the place. It didn't help that what seemed to be the most mundane and uncomplicated relationship he'd ever had---one he probably would have even settled with seemed not enough.

To make matters even more of a headache, Temari had actually given him her ( Read more... )

Life is a circus and I'm surrounded by fucking clowns.

This fucking year continues to drag on.  I've spent the last couple of weeks laying in bed, eating ramen and watching some rather dull porn on the computer.  Company is too much to ask for, and as always I seem to never attract it when I'd most like to.  Girlfriend? I'm beginning to think I was dreaming the past couple of months. I guess my chances ( Read more... )

I haven't written anything since the band fell apart.

Considering circumstances that have fallen, lastnight was different.

( broken promise )

A formal. Fucking hell.  What the hell does a formal ever provide other than a night of bousterous behavoir, lame ass music and shitty dancing?  Couples making out and causing me to realize how fucked up things are right now.

Fucking Valentines Day.

Screw it.

It's time for a change.  Time to bite the future in the ass.  Come to realize that maybe despite my laziness my subconcious mind may have been telling me something when I've failed so miserably.  If leaving Shodai meant going back home, I did everything in my power to stop it ( Read more... )

What. The. Fuck.

What the fuck is this shit? Naruto? Chouji? Explain yourself ( Read more... )

Merry Fucking Christmas.

A rather ridiculous holiday. Just like every other holiday that feeds off materialism and making lonely souls feel like they have no place in it.  I don't like the smoothering decorations.  The food that will cause me to gain ten pounds and then some. Nor do I like the gift giving shit.  Most of what you get will probably be ( Read more... )

I haven't left my bed in two days.  My head hurts. I think I ate some bad food the other night.  I haven't decided yet if it's trying to kill me or I'm ready to kill myself.  I'll know once the room stops spinning ( Read more... )