I went out on Friday, I saw my ex gf, I was pissed off I poured a vodka and orange over her head.

And yes, I still think big of myself right now. :S

My life is quite awkward now, I'm trying to find a better job and I know for sure that I'm going to find it hard to get one cos I've been so antisocial and mysteriously somehow managed to piss people ( Read more... )

I will never be as likeable as my ex. I will never be half of her ( Read more... )

I am so tired at the end of the line
Seeking to forget and sleep
Can't find anything that I need
except maybe escape

Memory fades
who cares anyway
nobody needs to remember
neither me nor anyone matters anymore

One foot out the door already
I don't expect to meet anyone

What do you mean the world is in abundance? It's all a fucking lie.

I hate my job. Period. My friends are slowly drifting. I am never satisfied ( Read more... )

I don't know who I am. I have no past nor future.

Facebook is so stupid, land of pretend friends, acquaintances and more empty attempts to sow connections with the world, all in vain. Now I get to see my ex girlfriend engage in deep and meaningful long term relationships while I on the other hand, religiously look up her profile just to find out if she might coincidentally have done anything so ( Read more... )

Can you hear me? I don't have any close friends. I can't handle relationships. I am single and alone. I don't have anything to do tonight, I went out came home and sat in front of the computer to do my damned tax. Sad...Not to mention Alanis Morrisette has become my best friend. Oughtta know, simply together, that I would be good, they're suddenly ( Read more... )

Stretch a person far enough and you can break them for good. We have thresholds for the amount of trauma we can hold for any point in time and when it happens consecutively that's even worse because there's no time for us to rebuild our fortress of hope. So we tumble and fall accumulating with the pull of gravity as we go.

I consider myself a ( Read more... )

Hello world,

I can't sleep tonight, so I'm going to tell you a story about what I've been through in the past year. I've been dating Sam for about a year now, it hasn't been extravagantly fruitful but needless to say she has been a pillar of strength for me and I have much to thank her for. On the other hand, life is miserable and I can't help but ( Read more... )

This is my secret. The ringing in my head is getting way too loud. Either it is or I think it is and it's affecting my concentration, my ability to live a normal life, my everything.

And I'm scared I'll go crazy.

That is all.