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Do you think cows were ever wild? I just can't seem to picture a herd of wild cattle roaming the forsts without becoming endangered. Because you know, they're really dumb animals. I can't picture a cow unless it's behind one of those white ranch fences like they have all over Alabama on the way to Florida. Also, do you think cows can swim? ( Read more... )

Son of a BITCH!!!! Seriously things could hardly be worse right now. A month ago I went home with this guy to his friend's apartment. I just snuggled with the guy that night (I'm not a slut) but I also really liked him. Anyways it wasn't meant to be because he lives out of state, but I got his digits so it was cool. He never called, but I didn ( Read more... )

My dad wants me to start going to group again. I think he thinks I sleep too much, which may be true, but has nothing to do with whether or not I go to weekly therapy. I've been taking a couple of weeks off, or maybe a couple of months now, and it's going to be really hard to go back. And I've also enjoyed the extra time I have when I don't go ( Read more... )

I think Adrien Brody is the embodiment of everything I find attractive in a man. You might think it would be Brad Pitt or Matt Damon or something, but no. It's Adrien Brody. I've never been one to go for super skinny artsy types over blond jocks, but that's the situation I find myself in. And I can't really even pinpoint the exact quality he ( Read more... )

So...my best friend is pregnant again. My other friend who's a girl had a miscarriage a month or two ago. This will be my best friend's second abortion. Why are my friends so stupid? Or maybe I'm just lucky? I don't know, but both of them have sex a lot and neither are on birth control ( Read more... )

So, honestly, the reason I haven't been on top of my updates is because I've been having such major relapses and i didn't want to admit it. My closet behavior lately (that which only I ever see) has been borderline psychotic. Well, not really, but that's how it feels. And I HATE admitting how weak I am especially when I feel like I've been doing ( Read more... )

Let's see, let's see, what did I eat today? Yeah, I know. Fascinating isn't? What people write in their journals? Okay. Today I ate a bagel for breakfast (plain with nothing on it). I had a Chik-fil-A chargrilled chicken sandwich (wheat bun, no butter). And just now I had a bite of a cheese stick. It kind of grossed me out so I had to give ( Read more... )

I'm such a total closet dork and I'm pretty much cool with that ( Read more... )

I think one of the guys I'm involved with has a girlfriend. It's a pretty strong feeling so I'm going to flat out ask him next time I see him. And if he does, I'm never speaking to him again. I don't like being some guys booty call. I have enough of that sort of thing, and I'm happy with those situations that are already in place. This is a ( Read more... )