I'v had a great weekend..friday I went out with friends bowling to celebrate jessica's sweet 16!And then saturday woke up and went with matt to help out at the special olympics then went back to his house for awhile and wow amazing I couldn't begin to explain it but I'v never looked at someone that way, never felt such a connection. We just kind ( Read more... )

so it's the best time of the month..oh goodie but actually I havn't binged yet..I'v had some "normal" aka larger portions but somehow not binged. AND we've had these random junk food parties in classes and people bring in donuts and chips and candy and soda..did I have any??Nope!!!Cept today my science teacher baked us cookies so I had one..they ( Read more... )

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ok so I was thinking about it and realized it..I'm officially obsessed. It never really hit me that wow I'm too far in this to turn back. I find myself doing things to burn even the littlest of cals. Like I'm clearing the table from dinner now..every plate or item I take one at a time so that I have to come back each time hopefully burning some ( Read more... )

been doing better today..driving and lacrosse and resisting well. Hopefully this is a permanent change of events. But I was wondering if any of you know any ways that can make you throw up. Whenever I binge I try and try to purge but I just gag and spit..literally I try so hard but I guess I have a strong reflex and I have a strong stomach so ( Read more... )

ok so I'v very irritable right now..and I'v gained like 5 lbs this week..I'm thinking its pms.  Came home and my mom woke up so I attempted to make small talk and "bond" about lacrosse..nope you know she she did she stood on her tippy toes to see the tv and said shhh..wtf fine no more, I give up.

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it's bugging me now horribly..there was a community nothing but thin??Nothing something thin or somewhere along those lines and I wrote the mod an e-mail but shit now I forgot the name of the community :/ anyone know a possibility?????Thanks..

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ok so someone had asked for stomach things to do..and so yeah I took some..here goes:
here's a routine to do:
1. lay flat on your back with your legs flat on the ground too, do a crunch staying flat.
2.bend your legs and keep your feet flat on the ground, like a normal sit up, do a crunch.
3.pick up your legs keepin them in a 90* angle:

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