Thanks to all who replied to my previous update :). I went to barcelona for a week the day after and in the meantime things have really turned around for me thankfully! I still want to lose weight but gonna do it the healthy way (kind of forgot that option even existed!). I have never lost weight the healthy way (first time I went straight into an ( Read more... )

anyone still on here ( Read more... )

You know what, I've never given a proper introduction thing-y about myself, so I'm gonna.
Mind you, I am really boring and never good at giving introductions lol, I always get so self-consious (well doh).

My name is Sabine and I am from the Netherlands. I live in a town near Amsterdam, I think that will ring a bell for most? I'll be 20 at the end ( Read more... )

Hey loves, I AM alive, I swear!!!!
Can't really tell you whether I am doing ok or not, since it's Very up and down. Was trying to maintain my weight for a while but freaked out/threw in the towel so with eating I am a mess now but I will make another effort soon. Also, I am starting new treatment next week. Just outpatient meetings but with a whole ( Read more... )

and tomorrow I am REALLY going to increase my calories again. I have been fuvking up and eating too little

Good morning all ( Read more... )

Life just isn't worth living for.
I'm so fucking tired of everything.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PoUxfHDQUDo

where I'm going tonight!
(don't mind the music... tragically boring moment... )

Taking nude pictures with a webcam for your boyfriend is fun.
Driving him crazy even more ;-)

 For Halloween, I was a kitty


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