i had planned on going away next week until the end of september, and realized that i am really going to fuck my self over. i said, "holy shit. if i don't find a roommate before september, i'm fucked!" so i decided to place an ad on craigslist. it went something like this:
20 year old female student seeks same to share a nice apartment in ( Read more... )

i hate my self and i want to die.

route 50, va.
(insert a photograph here)

when i drive alone at night, i see the streetlights as fairgrounds and i tried a hundred times to see the road sings as day-glo, old songs, stay 'till the end. sad songs, remind me of friends. and the way it is, i could leave it all. and i ask myself, would you care at all.

about a couple of months ago, i got bird pooped on for the first time ever in my life. i was walking around in east village with my new white rayon - that means dry clean only-club monaco shirt on(yeah yeah shut up) when boy pointed at me with a confused look on his face. i thought he finally noticed my illustrious allure and was going to ( Read more... )

i got these home made menstrual pads (d.i.y!) i got at the bloodsisters workshop at the ladyfest 2000. they're red with white stars with baby blue terry cloth lining. real cute. i used them for the first time a couple of days ago, and it was better than the normal evil maxipads, so i decided to stick with them and i was feeling pretty good about ( Read more... )

jeezus, people. cheer the fuck up.

and take this test.

okay, so if i was like, a big incorporated marriage agency person and i was seeking a prospective marriage partner for the company (my self), the call for entries/resumes would look something like this :

WANTED: Yo. SW F 44 wants a man not ex-husband or ex-boyfriend. No control issues, no unresolved parental dramas, no self-worth shit, no ( Read more... )

courtesy of eric n ( Read more... )

i keep forgetting that boys are also people and that they have feelings that are just as vulnerable as girls'. i'm trying really hard to see boys as equal as girls, but being brought up by a single mother, surrounded by women all the time, they are just too foreign to me. i would joke around and tell a boy-friend that he's ugly, or stupid, or ( Read more... )

i finally joined the rest of the world and got my self a cellular phone. yeah, i know, i know, they're obnoxious and evil and blah blah, but i frequently make long distance/international phone calls, so it some how works out to be less expensive than having a regular phone, 'cause i make calls but i hate talking on it so i only talk for like 40 ( Read more... )