By the time DH got home from Holden's library storytime it was getting late and I didn't want to be up half the night or anything, so we decided I should wait until Fri/Sat when he can be home with me. He is supposed to work the weekend but says he can get someone to cover for him Sat.

In the meantime, I did some more reading on cytotec, and on hcg ( Read more... )

So the nurse did call me earlier and had spoken to my m/w who agreed to give me the cytotec ( Read more... )

And let me add that I have been kicking myself in the butt ever since I found out they have only dropped by 80 in a whole week because I should have asked for this sooner! I shouldn't still be waiting for my body to pass something after almost 2.5 wks ( Read more... )

329.

What I expected, but not what I hoped.

I asked for cytotec and my m/w is out and won't be in until Wed. so I have to wait until at least then.

I should have just asked for this last week, I would be a week closer to starting a new cycle.

Ugh.

Since I'm finally feeling at least somewhat like I can, I'll go back now and reply to some of you ( Read more... )

I am at a point now where I don't cry all day long at least ( Read more... )

I should be 13 weeks pregnant today.
13 weeks and going into the 2nd trimester.
Instead I am bleeding, bit by bit, and still waiting for my body to really do something other than bleed and pass a few clots.

I feel empty, frustrated, and sad. Very very sad.

I can't do this.
My heart is so broken it physically hurts.
Oh my gosh this hurts,
I WANT MY BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We found out yesterday at 5:00 that our baby had no heartbeat. It had stopped growing around 8 wks. I was 11 wks, 1 day.

We are devestated. I have no idea how to deal with this.

Waiting to see if my body does something or if I have to have a D&C.

Don't know if/when I'll be around here but you can email me at tish75 at gmail.com if you want

I am sitting here waiting for Steve to get home so he can take me to the ER.  I have been crampy all day and I just started spotting a bit ago.
I wouldn't be as concerned if it weren't for the cramping.  Earlier today I even thought to myself that this was how I felt before I went into labor with Holden and now I am having some bloody discharge.  I ( Read more... )