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Standing there with my arms folded I watched as Spike gave his slightly spurred annoying remarks before disappearing up the steps, Fred on his heels
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"He's drunk. Don't listen to a word he says."Great, now Fred is tagging after him like a wide eyed puppy. Spike, William the bloody retard is her champion now. Nothing about that is making me ( Read more... )

I saw Spike heading out the front doors of the hotel and I hurried to catch up with him. I was still reeling over what he'd just said to Cordelia and Angel. Sure, we all think they need to hop in the sack, I even have old Fred's memories of thinking that exact thing, but no one ever would have told them that. It's just one of those things you just ( Read more... )

I was able to walk through four worlds simultaneously. I lived lives like taking breaths. I was death and life, pleasure and pain, power and weakness to a horde of creatures. I was worshiped, loved and desired by gods. I was the bringer of darkness and the creator of light. I was all things to all things. And now, I walk the streets of a filth- ( Read more... )

First Angel's dead, doing his best impression of Ghost. Then I had to go and be apocalyptically stupid and work some magick hoping to get him back, bringing forth Angelus. Now Angel's supposedly back because Wesley did something apocalyptically stupid and is now in the hospital for God knows what. I hoped he was okay, so I could kill him. Because ( Read more... )

They had really done it. No more games, no more ghost, no more Angelus. There had to be a reason right? A reason for Wes to have nearly sacraficed himself to get my soul back. A reason Faith had gone to the edge of her own darkness. For Cordelia to have resorted to dark magic in order to bring me back. Why ( Read more... )

Faith wished to go and hunt down Angelus while half cocked did she. That was just fine with me. No need for her to be around when I lured the bastard in on my own and ended this charade. He had tasted my blood before and with it flowing rather freely at the moment I wagered that he would come calling sooner rather and later. Of course the sweat ( Read more... )

I tossed and turned all night long and barely got any sleep. I felt so bad for making Spike stop, but I just...wasn't ready. I was, for all intense purposes, a virgin and I just felt that I should get to know who I am before I gave myself to Spike...or anyone for that matter. I watched Spike sleep at one point during the night. He didn't sleep long ( Read more... )

I woke up with a start, heartbeat racing, breath quick and catching. Sitting up in bed, I wondered what it was I had been dreaming about. It wasn't often that I had a nightmare that I didn't remember, or like ever ( Read more... )

"I still think we should get you to a hospital, princess." Doyle said for what had to be like the billionth time. When was he gonna drop this hospital crap? I think I've spent enough time in hospitals for one lifetime thank you very much. Besides I was half demon, I'm sure I'd be all healed up and good as new in no time flat ( Read more... )