I know this is a little late, but I had to pull myself together before I could write this. Sunday (9-11), my Maddy (really good friend) got the news that her husband (also over here) was killed in an IED strike. I had to hold my feelings in till I got her on the plane to head home. She is the one person that I got to, to talk about everything ( Read more... )

I screwed up this time. I walked away because I started getting feelings. At least I didn’t let them grow and get hurt (like always). A guy like him would never like a girl like me. I would just be putting myself through the whole Ian thing again. So, I moved on, before they got too strong. The right thing (for once). Got into a relationship ( Read more... )

So, SSG T is back. She went to her tent to take a nap. I should be doing work, but instead I decided to update more and get more music for my iPod. Bad idea, I know. Can't help it. Last night was the last night of the smoothie bar ( thank god). It was a blast. We celebrated our (SGT Broome, Fenn, and mine) birthdays. We just sat around and ( Read more... )

Well, it sucks. Not a recommend spot for a trip. Way to hot and dry. Sorry I haven't updated in a while. Things have been crazy over here. My NCO (boss Lady) is on leave and between Fenn and I we are filling in. Very stressful. Life goes on though. We are getting ready to move. Leave in about a month. Have to love the army. By the time we ( Read more... )

So I did something yesterday that I know in my mind is not the best idea, but I did it anyways. Yesterday morning, I was online with my sister. She told how Ron, Ian, and Troy went to the bar that night (it was 2 in the morning her time when we talked). I decided to call Ian when I went to send my report and bullshited with him for a min. Not ( Read more... )

I quit. I am putting my 2 weeks notice in, in the morning. So, my commander decided that I can't hang out with the one person I talk to at night (after I get off work). The reasons are (1) he is an NCO and I am a private and (2) he is a male and I am a female. It states in regulations that as long as he isn't in my direct chain of command it is ( Read more... )

There is no happily ever after, no prince charming and more then anything no knight in shining armor. But there is Mr. Wrong, Asshole, and you'll never be good enough for me. I have decided that there is no such thing as true love. If there is I am never going to get it. Instead I watch everyone get what I want. I get jealous and depressed. I ( Read more... )

I figured I would update since I haven't done it since I got back. Not much new over here. Its really hot. I am very bored alot. But whats new. Things haven't really changed here. Just a lot more drama then I want to deal with. I guess that goes with the territory though. Nobody has lives over here.

Well, I made it back. After a weeks worth of problems in Kuwait. Sorry if I pissed anyone off while I was home. How I see it, this may sound selfish, I had 15 days to do things I don't get to do. While everyone else can still whatever they want day to day. so, my bad. That and this is some what who I have become. I realized at home, that I ( Read more... )

So I have 11 days and I am headed home. I can't wait to get out of here. Lately I just feel like one big piece of shit. I can't do anything right and I keep losing everything. I ran this morning and totally bombed. I don't know what is going on with me. Now, I have lost my keys and can't find them. What am I going to do? Besides that, its ( Read more... )