Weight:140 pounds ( Read more... )

I don't know what is going on with the site or maybe it id must my cell phone preventing me from doing entries or notes but I hope it goes back to normal. I love thus site so much and my friends here. I miss the support I got here and giving other people support. Anyway, I weigh 138 pounds now. I got hurt bad by the potato salad fiasco. I have had ( Read more... )

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Friday was a sucky day. It started out so good too. I weighed exactly 136 so I had one more to go. I looked in the mirror and felt I looked less fat. I exercised and walked my dogs and had my usual foods. Then my sister came over and that is when things started going down hill. She has been harping on coming over to fix homemade potato salad for ( Read more... )

On Thursday, I weighed 136.4 but I had another food day that could have been better. I had 1770 calories. I am almost two pounds away from my first goal. I know over the weekend that I have a lot of cleaning to do so there's a chance I can be 135 maybe by Sunday if I restrict while still using a lot of calories. Even though it rained all-day, I ( Read more... )

Wednesday wasn't a good day for me. This morning I weighed 136.6 pounds. For breakfast, I had the apple and the yogurt. For lunch, I had green beans, another apple and black coffee with some coffee creamer I found that only has 30 calories. I can't explain why finding stufff with least ammount of fat and calories makes me happy but it does. Anyway ( Read more... )

138 pounds today. I don't know why the scale moved but it makes feel.hopeful again. I had 1050 calories but my activiy level was high, did the mini stepper, walked my dogs, walked on my own and climbed three flights of stairs. I didn't feel the hunger but I did feel like I had less energy was sluggish but the hunger feeling will be back.if I can ( Read more... )

The weekend was bad. I did laxatives the entire time. I wasn't expecting to be physical pain on Monday even though I didn't take any then but I was. Also I'm really exhausting myself becoming obsessed with trying to "erase" any eating I do. It makes me snap at people because I feel so tired, frustrated and defeated. I've been trying to follow my ( Read more... )

Yesterday wasn't such a good day. I had more than one granola bar and because I freaked because I had two, I went on a binge and ate about 1850 calories. I don't know why I made the situation worse by doing that but it was just the feeling that I lost control because I told myself if I ever tried to buy granola bars again, I would stick to eating ( Read more... )

My weight is 140.2. My calorie intake was 1640 but I practically beat the crap out of myself trying to use up every single calorie. Also I had 5 pieces of watermelon chunks and I had no idea of how many calories were in watermelon. I tried to find out online but it was but some sites said it was 45 calories and another site said it was 300. So, I ( Read more... )