Shades (TWENTY-SIX)
Title: Shades
Pairing: KyuMin
Genre: Angst, Romance, Friendship, Dark, Smut, Yaoi, AU
Rating: NC-17
Length: Chaptered
Disclaimer: I do not own the characters and the plot. This is inspired by the novel 'Fifty Shades of Grey'
Warning: boy-to-boy relationships, language
Summary: Behind every beautiful face lie very dark secrets.
Previous Chapters:
Prologue 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25
CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX - TOUCH
Is he hearing it right? Is he still asleep? Is he dreaming? If he is, then please don’t wake him up yet! He’d rather sleep forever with Kyuhyun repetitiously saying those three words to him, even if it’s just in his imagination.
He can’t believe it. The Cho Kyuhyun confessed to him first.
The youngest CEO of the world famous Cho Enterprises, the man every woman would want to have, the person who has a cold heart, the person who shuns himself from the world, the Dominant, his Dominant, actually loves him.
Fuck, Cho Kyuhyun loves him.
“M-Me, too…”
He has no idea where he got the courage to say it, but the way the words roll on his tongue is so smooth that he could repeat saying it for the whole day. The feeling is like a big thorn was removed from his throat. It’s like he’s floating in the air. That one thing he desires for months now has finally become a reality.
“I love you, Cho Kyuhyun.”
Kyuhyun’s face brightens at that. He is then pulled to a tight hug by the brunet, who lets out an overjoyed laugh. He, too, does the same thing. He may not know how happy Kyuhyun is, but he knows that the smile on the younger’s face is sincere. He feels happier knowing that he is the reason behind it.
Thinking that Kyuhyun would let him touch him, he brings his fingers to the younger’s cheek and caresses it ever so gently. After a few moments of meaningful silence, Kyuhyun takes his hand and kisses the palms with his eyes closed. The simple affectionate gesture brings him to various emotions; emotions that are alien to the both of them, but it surely aren’t bad.
They stare deeply at each other’s eyes; both pairs reflect intense love for the other. The desire to have and own are there, but the animalistic and selfish lust aren’t present.
Slowly, their lips touch. The movement of their lip locking is gradual, having nothing to rush for. They take their time in expressing their feelings through it. No one lets go of the other until they run out of breath.
He presses his forehead against Kyuhyun’s, his gaze still fixated on the most beautiful pair of eyes he ever saw. His heart skips a beat now that he finally sees his reflection those gray orbs.
He wraps his arms around Kyuhyun’s neck, threads his fingers on the younger’s brown curls, and pulls the guy closer to him.
“Be my boyfriend?” he whispers against Kyuhyun’s thick lips.
For a moment, Kyuhyun darts his gaze on his pouty lips before returning to stare at his eyes. Immediately, he notices the worry on the other’s eyes.
“I have a dark past.” The taller huskily whispers back.
“I’ll be your light.” It sounds so cheesy and so unlike him, but he doesn’t care.
The grip on his waist tightens. “I’m imperfect.”
“You’re perfect to me.”
“I’m selfish.”
“Who is not?”
“I’m inexperienced.”
“Me, too.”
“I get jealous easily.”
“I know.”
“I don’t trust easily.”
“You trust me.”
“I do things the rough way.”
“And that’s sexy.”
“I don’t want to hurt you.”
“Then don’t,” he sighs, getting tired of how Kyuhyun is conscious of himself. He completely understands where it comes from, but all he wants to say is that he’ll be there beside him. He holds the other’s hand and intertwines their fingers. “Misunderstandings will never be avoided, but I promise you that we will work this relationship out no matter what.”
Hesitation is still evident on the young CEO’s face. But it will not let him give up. He’s already here. Kyuhyun already admitted that he loves him. He is not going to let go of this chance to be with this man. He will not let go of Kyuhyun.
“I will you help you,” he says, squeezing the younger’s hand reassuringly. “I need you, Kyuhyun. And I know that you need me too.”
His convincing seems to work on Kyuhyun for the brunet’s facial expression calms down, though the firm grip on his hand didn’t loosen a bit. He takes it that Kyuhyun doesn’t want to let him go either.
“Yes, I need you.”
Now he hears the magic words. Kyuhyun needs him. That intense look the younger is giving him tells him how much Kyuhyun needs, no, loves him. Or maybe it’s because of those eyes again. It will forever be a mystery as to how and why it affects him so much.
Their lips meet again, and this time, the kiss is more heated than the other one they shared. Deeper and a little bit rougher, yet he likes every single bit of it.
They separate for air, with Kyuhyun’s hand cupping his flushed cheeks. He blushes at the stare the handsome man is throwing at him.
“I want you. I badly wanted you the first time I laid my eyes on you. All along, I thought it was only lust that I felt for you, but I unexpectedly got too attached that my want turned to need… intense need… to hold you in my arms, to feel your lips on mine… I just… I need you. I need you, Lee Sungmin,”
Tears pool around his eyes as he listens to Kyuhyun.
“I need you so bad that it makes me crazy.”
He gently smiles, his fingers caressing Kyuhyun’s cheek. He then whispers, “Let me touch you, Kyuhyun-ah…”
Kyuhyun’s shoulders visibly stiffen at the statement. Younger’s hands on his cheeks retract from there and lay on the bed.
“Sungmin…” it was barely a whisper.
He sighs before replying, “Trust me. I will not hurt you.” He tries reassuring the CEO. He knows that this is the chance he’s been waiting for. Kyuhyun is at his most vulnerable state so he should make the most of it.
His goal is not simply for his own carnal satisfaction. He also wants Kyuhyun to get rid of this fear the younger has with touching his body. Most of all, he wants Kyuhyun to trust him completely. A relationship will not work if trust is not there between both parties.
“Hyung, I-” Kyuhyun lets out a soft gasp as he presses a hand on the taller man’s broad chest. He carefully draws invisible circles through the cloth while looking onto Kyuhyun’s eyes which show fear and hesitation. The biting of the lip of the other male tells him that the latter is stopping himself from something. Perhaps, the man controls himself from pushing him away, just like what he probably did to his ex-submissives who attempted on touching him.
To distract the brunet, he leans in and kisses Kyuhyun’s lips. At the same time, his hands travel down to the younger’s abs. Just when he thinks he touched a sensitive spot, Kyuhyun catches his hand to stop his ministrations, though their kiss hadn’t ended yet.
The kiss turns sloppy. Tongues clash on each other desperately as their grip on each other’s hands grow firmer at each second. He feels Kyuhyun trying to pin his hands on the bed, but knowing what the brunet wants to do, he resists. He swiftly positions himself on top of Kyuhyun, straddling the taller male’s slim waist, thus earning him a surprised look from the latter.
Taking advantage of Kyuhyun’s surprised state, he pulls off the younger’s shirt and throws it to the floor. He can’t help but smirk while watching Kyuhyun panic in a cute way.
He didn’t give Kyuhyun the chance to complain for he immediately shushes the man by kissing his lips deeply. It’s enough to make Kyuhyun forget what he was about to do.
He looks at his Dominant lovingly as he gently traces his fingers on Kyuhyun’s stiff chest. With the way Kyuhyun shut his eyes and cranes his neck to the side, the man is holding back again. He doesn’t want it to be this way. He wants Kyuhyun to be comfortable when he is touching him.
“Kyuhyun,” he softly calls the other, which successfully makes Kyuhyun slowly (and nervously) look back at him. “Look at me. I want you to look at me while I touch you.”
Kyuhyun didn’t say a thing, but he maintains the eye contact between them. “Relax.” He whispers as he glides his fingers down to the man’s abs once again. He draws invisible circles on it sensually, also tracing the few hairs near Kyuhyun’s navel. He has no idea with what he is doing, but judging from how less tensed Kyuhyun is right now, he is doing the right thing.
However, he hears Kyuhyun hitching his breath when he accidentally touches a faint scar. It is a rather long one, looking like it was a scratch, and it reaches up to Kyuhyun’s waist from the rib area. He feels his eyes get watery at the sight; thinking how much suffering this scar is making Kyuhyun remember.
These scars discourage Kyuhyun to live his life properly because these make him remember his sad and painful past. Kyuhyun is a person who is trapped inside the memories of his past. It is either he doesn’t want to let go, or he cannot let go. Perhaps, Kyuhyun thinks that whenever he sees someone feel pain through him, it is such a great feeling to him because he is not the one going through it anymore.
He didn’t know that he is hurting himself more because of it. Not physically, though, but emotionally. He has to erase those kinds of thoughts from Kyuhyun.
Still not breaking eye contact, he bends down and places a soft kiss on the scar, causing for Kyuhyun to freeze, yet again. It didn’t stop him.
Kyuhyun grabs a fistful of his hair as he starts licking the scar, occasionally sucking and rubbing his thumb on it, also on some other small scars on Kyuhyun’s stomach area. A smirk forms on his lips when he hears Kyuhyun moan, thus encouraging him to do more. Kyuhyun is gradually getting used to it already.
He continues doing the same thing, until Kyuhyun pulls him up and crashes lips with his. He roams his hands on Kyuhyun’s hands, desperately wanting to feel every inch of Kyuhyun’s skin on his hands, as they share the fervor kiss. Soon after, they start stripping each other roughly and hurriedly, before going back to taste each other’s warm cavern.
He lets Kyuhyun switch their positions, their mouths still connected. He unconsciously clutches on Kyuhyun’s back when he feels a wet finger poking his entrance. A strangled moan escapes his pouty lips at the insertion of two fingers in him, with Kyuhyun distracting him through sucking on the sensitive part of his neck.
Just as pleasure takes over him, the fingers are withdrawn and are replaced by a larger thing. Immediately, pain strikes his lower part. He is not aware of the tears falling from his eyes and that he is eyeing Kyuhyun with a pleading stare.
“Ssh,” Kyuhyun whispers, brushing away the few hairs pasted on his sweaty forehead. “Trust me. I will not hurt you.” Kyuhyun just repeated what he said earlier.
He tightly squeezes his eyes shut as Kyuhyun pushes deeper in him, the tip almost hitting the end. No matter how many times they had done this deed already, it still seemed so painful as if it is his first. But as he notices Kyuhyun’s loving stare, it feels like what they are doing is for the first time.
“I promise to be gentle.”
That’s when he loses his sanity.
His heart is fluttering. His cheeks are burning red. His chest is tightening. He cannot breathe properly. He only hears their moans. He only smells Kyuhyun’s scent. He only moans one name. He only sees one person: Kyuhyun.
Kyuhyun’s thrusts are painfully, yet deliciously slow, but deep. He continuously hits the right spot, the right angle to make him scream his name. They stare at each other’s eyes not wanting to lose sight of the other, they hold each other’s hands not wanting to let go, they caress each other’s body wanting to memorize every part of their skin, the utter each other’s name loving how it sounds from the other, and they kiss like there is no tomorrow.
When they feel they are near their release, Kyuhyun speeds up pounding on him, making him unconsciously dig his nails on Kyuhyun’s back and scream his name. Kyuhyun hisses at the pain on his back but he seems to ignore it.
At Kyuhyun’s scream of his name, he spurt his cum out on Kyuhyun’s hand, moaning softly as he feels Kyuhyun’s love juice flowing in him.
Their fucking was always mindblowing, but their love making just now is way more than that. The one-sided pleasure now turns to a give-and-take one…
“I love you, Kyuhyun…”
“I love you too, Sungmin.”
…and so is their relationship.
TO BE CONTINUED
-Unbetaed. Short. Kkk. Last smut for this story, I'm so sorry, this is not even considered as smut
-Approximately having ten chapters left (still long, guys lol)
-Thank you for the comments! <3
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Pairing: KyuMin
Genre: Angst, Romance, Friendship, Dark, Smut, Yaoi, AU
Rating: NC-17
Length: Chaptered
Disclaimer: I do not own the characters and the plot. This is inspired by the novel 'Fifty Shades of Grey'
Warning: boy-to-boy relationships, language
Summary: Behind every beautiful face lie very dark secrets.
Previous Chapters:
Prologue 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25
CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX - TOUCH
Is he hearing it right? Is he still asleep? Is he dreaming? If he is, then please don’t wake him up yet! He’d rather sleep forever with Kyuhyun repetitiously saying those three words to him, even if it’s just in his imagination.
He can’t believe it. The Cho Kyuhyun confessed to him first.
The youngest CEO of the world famous Cho Enterprises, the man every woman would want to have, the person who has a cold heart, the person who shuns himself from the world, the Dominant, his Dominant, actually loves him.
Fuck, Cho Kyuhyun loves him.
“M-Me, too…”
He has no idea where he got the courage to say it, but the way the words roll on his tongue is so smooth that he could repeat saying it for the whole day. The feeling is like a big thorn was removed from his throat. It’s like he’s floating in the air. That one thing he desires for months now has finally become a reality.
“I love you, Cho Kyuhyun.”
Kyuhyun’s face brightens at that. He is then pulled to a tight hug by the brunet, who lets out an overjoyed laugh. He, too, does the same thing. He may not know how happy Kyuhyun is, but he knows that the smile on the younger’s face is sincere. He feels happier knowing that he is the reason behind it.
Thinking that Kyuhyun would let him touch him, he brings his fingers to the younger’s cheek and caresses it ever so gently. After a few moments of meaningful silence, Kyuhyun takes his hand and kisses the palms with his eyes closed. The simple affectionate gesture brings him to various emotions; emotions that are alien to the both of them, but it surely aren’t bad.
They stare deeply at each other’s eyes; both pairs reflect intense love for the other. The desire to have and own are there, but the animalistic and selfish lust aren’t present.
Slowly, their lips touch. The movement of their lip locking is gradual, having nothing to rush for. They take their time in expressing their feelings through it. No one lets go of the other until they run out of breath.
He presses his forehead against Kyuhyun’s, his gaze still fixated on the most beautiful pair of eyes he ever saw. His heart skips a beat now that he finally sees his reflection those gray orbs.
He wraps his arms around Kyuhyun’s neck, threads his fingers on the younger’s brown curls, and pulls the guy closer to him.
“Be my boyfriend?” he whispers against Kyuhyun’s thick lips.
For a moment, Kyuhyun darts his gaze on his pouty lips before returning to stare at his eyes. Immediately, he notices the worry on the other’s eyes.
“I have a dark past.” The taller huskily whispers back.
“I’ll be your light.” It sounds so cheesy and so unlike him, but he doesn’t care.
The grip on his waist tightens. “I’m imperfect.”
“You’re perfect to me.”
“I’m selfish.”
“Who is not?”
“I’m inexperienced.”
“Me, too.”
“I get jealous easily.”
“I know.”
“I don’t trust easily.”
“You trust me.”
“I do things the rough way.”
“And that’s sexy.”
“I don’t want to hurt you.”
“Then don’t,” he sighs, getting tired of how Kyuhyun is conscious of himself. He completely understands where it comes from, but all he wants to say is that he’ll be there beside him. He holds the other’s hand and intertwines their fingers. “Misunderstandings will never be avoided, but I promise you that we will work this relationship out no matter what.”
Hesitation is still evident on the young CEO’s face. But it will not let him give up. He’s already here. Kyuhyun already admitted that he loves him. He is not going to let go of this chance to be with this man. He will not let go of Kyuhyun.
“I will you help you,” he says, squeezing the younger’s hand reassuringly. “I need you, Kyuhyun. And I know that you need me too.”
His convincing seems to work on Kyuhyun for the brunet’s facial expression calms down, though the firm grip on his hand didn’t loosen a bit. He takes it that Kyuhyun doesn’t want to let him go either.
“Yes, I need you.”
Now he hears the magic words. Kyuhyun needs him. That intense look the younger is giving him tells him how much Kyuhyun needs, no, loves him. Or maybe it’s because of those eyes again. It will forever be a mystery as to how and why it affects him so much.
Their lips meet again, and this time, the kiss is more heated than the other one they shared. Deeper and a little bit rougher, yet he likes every single bit of it.
They separate for air, with Kyuhyun’s hand cupping his flushed cheeks. He blushes at the stare the handsome man is throwing at him.
“I want you. I badly wanted you the first time I laid my eyes on you. All along, I thought it was only lust that I felt for you, but I unexpectedly got too attached that my want turned to need… intense need… to hold you in my arms, to feel your lips on mine… I just… I need you. I need you, Lee Sungmin,”
Tears pool around his eyes as he listens to Kyuhyun.
“I need you so bad that it makes me crazy.”
He gently smiles, his fingers caressing Kyuhyun’s cheek. He then whispers, “Let me touch you, Kyuhyun-ah…”
Kyuhyun’s shoulders visibly stiffen at the statement. Younger’s hands on his cheeks retract from there and lay on the bed.
“Sungmin…” it was barely a whisper.
He sighs before replying, “Trust me. I will not hurt you.” He tries reassuring the CEO. He knows that this is the chance he’s been waiting for. Kyuhyun is at his most vulnerable state so he should make the most of it.
His goal is not simply for his own carnal satisfaction. He also wants Kyuhyun to get rid of this fear the younger has with touching his body. Most of all, he wants Kyuhyun to trust him completely. A relationship will not work if trust is not there between both parties.
“Hyung, I-” Kyuhyun lets out a soft gasp as he presses a hand on the taller man’s broad chest. He carefully draws invisible circles through the cloth while looking onto Kyuhyun’s eyes which show fear and hesitation. The biting of the lip of the other male tells him that the latter is stopping himself from something. Perhaps, the man controls himself from pushing him away, just like what he probably did to his ex-submissives who attempted on touching him.
To distract the brunet, he leans in and kisses Kyuhyun’s lips. At the same time, his hands travel down to the younger’s abs. Just when he thinks he touched a sensitive spot, Kyuhyun catches his hand to stop his ministrations, though their kiss hadn’t ended yet.
The kiss turns sloppy. Tongues clash on each other desperately as their grip on each other’s hands grow firmer at each second. He feels Kyuhyun trying to pin his hands on the bed, but knowing what the brunet wants to do, he resists. He swiftly positions himself on top of Kyuhyun, straddling the taller male’s slim waist, thus earning him a surprised look from the latter.
Taking advantage of Kyuhyun’s surprised state, he pulls off the younger’s shirt and throws it to the floor. He can’t help but smirk while watching Kyuhyun panic in a cute way.
He didn’t give Kyuhyun the chance to complain for he immediately shushes the man by kissing his lips deeply. It’s enough to make Kyuhyun forget what he was about to do.
He looks at his Dominant lovingly as he gently traces his fingers on Kyuhyun’s stiff chest. With the way Kyuhyun shut his eyes and cranes his neck to the side, the man is holding back again. He doesn’t want it to be this way. He wants Kyuhyun to be comfortable when he is touching him.
“Kyuhyun,” he softly calls the other, which successfully makes Kyuhyun slowly (and nervously) look back at him. “Look at me. I want you to look at me while I touch you.”
Kyuhyun didn’t say a thing, but he maintains the eye contact between them. “Relax.” He whispers as he glides his fingers down to the man’s abs once again. He draws invisible circles on it sensually, also tracing the few hairs near Kyuhyun’s navel. He has no idea with what he is doing, but judging from how less tensed Kyuhyun is right now, he is doing the right thing.
However, he hears Kyuhyun hitching his breath when he accidentally touches a faint scar. It is a rather long one, looking like it was a scratch, and it reaches up to Kyuhyun’s waist from the rib area. He feels his eyes get watery at the sight; thinking how much suffering this scar is making Kyuhyun remember.
These scars discourage Kyuhyun to live his life properly because these make him remember his sad and painful past. Kyuhyun is a person who is trapped inside the memories of his past. It is either he doesn’t want to let go, or he cannot let go. Perhaps, Kyuhyun thinks that whenever he sees someone feel pain through him, it is such a great feeling to him because he is not the one going through it anymore.
He didn’t know that he is hurting himself more because of it. Not physically, though, but emotionally. He has to erase those kinds of thoughts from Kyuhyun.
Still not breaking eye contact, he bends down and places a soft kiss on the scar, causing for Kyuhyun to freeze, yet again. It didn’t stop him.
Kyuhyun grabs a fistful of his hair as he starts licking the scar, occasionally sucking and rubbing his thumb on it, also on some other small scars on Kyuhyun’s stomach area. A smirk forms on his lips when he hears Kyuhyun moan, thus encouraging him to do more. Kyuhyun is gradually getting used to it already.
He continues doing the same thing, until Kyuhyun pulls him up and crashes lips with his. He roams his hands on Kyuhyun’s hands, desperately wanting to feel every inch of Kyuhyun’s skin on his hands, as they share the fervor kiss. Soon after, they start stripping each other roughly and hurriedly, before going back to taste each other’s warm cavern.
He lets Kyuhyun switch their positions, their mouths still connected. He unconsciously clutches on Kyuhyun’s back when he feels a wet finger poking his entrance. A strangled moan escapes his pouty lips at the insertion of two fingers in him, with Kyuhyun distracting him through sucking on the sensitive part of his neck.
Just as pleasure takes over him, the fingers are withdrawn and are replaced by a larger thing. Immediately, pain strikes his lower part. He is not aware of the tears falling from his eyes and that he is eyeing Kyuhyun with a pleading stare.
“Ssh,” Kyuhyun whispers, brushing away the few hairs pasted on his sweaty forehead. “Trust me. I will not hurt you.” Kyuhyun just repeated what he said earlier.
He tightly squeezes his eyes shut as Kyuhyun pushes deeper in him, the tip almost hitting the end. No matter how many times they had done this deed already, it still seemed so painful as if it is his first. But as he notices Kyuhyun’s loving stare, it feels like what they are doing is for the first time.
“I promise to be gentle.”
That’s when he loses his sanity.
His heart is fluttering. His cheeks are burning red. His chest is tightening. He cannot breathe properly. He only hears their moans. He only smells Kyuhyun’s scent. He only moans one name. He only sees one person: Kyuhyun.
Kyuhyun’s thrusts are painfully, yet deliciously slow, but deep. He continuously hits the right spot, the right angle to make him scream his name. They stare at each other’s eyes not wanting to lose sight of the other, they hold each other’s hands not wanting to let go, they caress each other’s body wanting to memorize every part of their skin, the utter each other’s name loving how it sounds from the other, and they kiss like there is no tomorrow.
When they feel they are near their release, Kyuhyun speeds up pounding on him, making him unconsciously dig his nails on Kyuhyun’s back and scream his name. Kyuhyun hisses at the pain on his back but he seems to ignore it.
At Kyuhyun’s scream of his name, he spurt his cum out on Kyuhyun’s hand, moaning softly as he feels Kyuhyun’s love juice flowing in him.
Their fucking was always mindblowing, but their love making just now is way more than that. The one-sided pleasure now turns to a give-and-take one…
“I love you, Kyuhyun…”
“I love you too, Sungmin.”
…and so is their relationship.
TO BE CONTINUED
-Unbetaed. Short. Kkk. Last smut for this story, I'm so sorry, this is not even considered as smut
-Approximately having ten chapters left (still long, guys lol)
-Thank you for the comments! <3
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