Meh, forget the last entry. I still haven't taken energy/diet pills. I'm just going with the flow I guess. I've been drinking my water, eating pretty healthily (though the whole big lunch small dinner has kinda gone out the window).. .and been exercising when I can ( Read more... )

Tonight, I've decided that starting tomorrow I will be taking diet pills.

I have Dexatrim's Results which I will mainly be taking because they're supposedly herbal.. but I also have Metabolite and some energy pills from Leslie Sansone's Walk Away the Pounds tape ( Read more... )

Ello everyone :) I'm feeling pretty good today. I'm still sleeping WAY more than I need to be.. but also I'm staying up way too late as well ( Read more... )

Woot - I think I'm out of my rut ;) Second day in a row of doing everything exactly on plan. Perfect eating, working out as planned, and all 64oz of my water ( Read more... )

I don't know what is wrong with me. I think .. I have the motivation now. But for some reason.. my legs just won't move. For some reason I just don't get to working out ( Read more... )

Who do you blame most of your problems on? Really look honestly at this one.I blame most of my problems on my past, my family, my emotions, and sometimes the world. I give up really easily. Sometimes I tell myself that I am meant to be this way, sometimes I say that I’m fucked up because of my past, or I blame my family, or I just let my ( Read more... )

It's been a little while. I was doing pretty well - I worked out everyday for about 4 or so days, did my upper and lower body workouts. My eating was bad but I was catching up to my goals for the working out and drinking water ( Read more... )

If I fail to succeed..

What do I get to avoid?
The world, life, the future, people, and love.

Who do I get to punish or love?
I get to punish those I care about, my father for always telling me he wished I was more thin so I could be "beautiful", myself for being a failure at many things. I get to get out of loving anybody.

What emotion am I ( Read more... )

Okay.. thats it I definitely need to change my diet ( Read more... )

Allllrighttt I finally worked out tonight :D ( Read more... )