I'm doing well. we just moved to our new house so I had no internet access. I'm only getting dsl wireless on tuesday, for now I'm at starbucks. I've just started drinking cofee - I used to only do tea. unfortunately at the moment, but fortunately in general, it has a really laxative effect. my mother always complains about that, too ( Read more... )

today went well.
I went food shopping at a japanese deli.

( the anorexic value of japanese food )

I want back to Prague: I've been clean for over a month and its no fun (just cause I don't know anyone here).

wow. I made $300 for two days of work. my employer is a millionare, hands out money just like that. I make $150 a day and this is my first job ever ($15 an hour, and I work for ten hours).
( today was )

Sure, people say that nobody is perfect. but some people appear to be closer than others. and even if deep down they aren't perfect (because the sheer amount of work required to keep perfection static and unflawed is overwhelming, like trying to keep painted nails unchipped for months), the image they project is so polished and so professional that ( Read more... )

ok. so today went well. I water-fasted, and worked a lot at the house - gardening, buliding, etc. very tired - many calories burned. at least now I don't feel bloated. tomorrow I'm going to start the 500 cals a day plan. I want to be 100 by September ( Read more... )

ok. so I've decided that in the month of july, I'm eating 500 cals or less a day. I need to get back on track, and I want to do it with other people so we can keep each other on track. so far, I've gotten three to do it with me. you know who you are ( Read more... )

"My Name is Caroline by Caroline Miller ( Read more... )

So, I did crappy on Saturday and Sunday. Today I still didn't do so well, but better. I only had one meal - lunch - at Souplanataion. I had a large salad of spinach and cucumbers with raspberry vinegar. then a cup of fat-free vegetable soup and a small cup of beef chilli. then I had a few small fatfree muffins (this entire restaurant is fatfree and ( Read more... )

I'm dying! I had ice cream, white bread with butter, and some pie (not an all-out binge but pretty bad). ok. whatever; I had been doing really well and wasn't so worried about one bad day because it would motivate me to do well in the coming few. I ate all this around 6 hours ago. In addition, to prevent the food from just sitting in my gut, as ( Read more... )