Loving the wrong person again ( Read more... )

this is not how one is indifferent ( Read more... )

That's basically how it works right. Put someone through enough of an emotional rollercoaster for them to finally give up on you, abandon you and take enough steps back for their own sanity ( Read more... )

Some of us are unredeemable ( Read more... )

Star Trek V: The Final Frontier (Spoilers but the movie is from 1989!)

[Spoiler (click to open)]So ten years later, literally! I watched the next film in the series. In a world of shiny alternative TOS timelines and sleek Discovery (of which I have not actually seen much), it was a truly unfair comparision :-D ( Read more... )

As I get older
I don't get wiser
The colour grey
fragments again and again
in to a billion shades
as I keep trying to hold on
to the anchor that is
black and white.

What I don't understand is how well-adjusted everyone seems to be to the mundane routine that is their life. They are so reconciled with average. How have they all managed to remain driven and purposeful and attain some target or goal in their working life. At thirty, why am I starting over again, without commitment to something else, anything else ( Read more... )

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push( <(no-)body(loves me)>
q1 ( Read more... )

Heaven will be the cessation of existance. The end of struggle. There need not be a reward of bliss and contentment, just the end of existance will suffice. For every moment of existance is tedious. A struggle. A fight to survive and survive well. I will not survive today says a slogen; I will thrive. Thriving or surviving: existance is constant ( Read more... )