i can hear the drumming of my heart in my ears ( Read more... )

"I became attached to the baby without being conscious of the danger. I didn't even think that losing the baby was possible. And when that happened -- of course no one can be prepared for that, you have no idea how to feel about such a loss. The love I felt for that life had not ended. I knew that that love had changed me -- I had never before been ( Read more... )

i can't stand to hear the beating of my heart rush like the ocean through my ears when the sound of mia's heartbeat will never again fall upon my ears ( Read more... )

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this pain, deep inside. there are no words to describe to you the emptiness that i feel.. the complete and utter lack of life that is within me. if it weren't for a few select few... i would just lay in bed all day willing myself to die. i've reached the snapping point. i can't take anymore. please please please dont give me anymore ( Read more... )

At the end of days
At the end of time
When the sun burns out will any of this matter?Who will be there to remember who we were ( Read more... )

it is finished ( Read more... )

i was laying there. i had finally been able to get some sleep due to the epidural. i was laying on my right side, an iv stuck in the side of my left hand and under my head was gaib's jacket. i could feel nothing below my belly button and the sensation was strange. i felt a pressure building and heard a faint pop. frightened at the sudden warmth ( Read more... )

orange juice makes the world so much better sometimes ( Read more... )

it's colder than before ( Read more... )