Yeah, never mind that whole "are any of you still reading this?" part in my last post - I went through my friend's list and saw that there's maybe 5 of you tops that have updated in the last 6 months...*cue the crickets*

I kind of forgot yet again that this place existed. It's kind of strange that so many very personal thoughts of mine are archived here yet I've become so detached to it over the years. Life has a strange way of making you bitter to the point that so many things that once seemed important and drove your passion become utterly irrelevant ( Read more... )

So tempted to unleash a rant. Not sure who'd even notice anymore though.

Well it's official: I've given up.

The usual Sunday depression, which extends well into the week these days. I go into every weekend cautiously optimistic that things will finally change for me this time, but of course it never does, even when I shake up the routine. Same shit, different pile ( Read more... )

I'm really sad. This particular weekend has been an emotional struggle for me, and the events of the last 2 nights have tidily displayed the aspects of my never ending frustration. I feel so utterly hopeless.

Mini-rant ( Read more... )

I'm happy to report that the date went well. We had a great conversation! It flowed well, with lots of laughs and no awkward silences. She's an interesting, artistic, quirky lady, not to mention attractive...my inner lust was particularly stirred when she mentioned having a closet full of fetish outfits ( Read more... )

You've all been so helpful and I'm really grateful for your advice, but I have another question regarding my first coffee/drink meeting with the lady I mentioned yesterday. Should I bring anything? Seeing how I'm guessing this is something more casual than a formal date, I'm assuming that I don't need to bring anything. Feel free to correct me if I ( Read more... )

So ( Read more... )