Wow, I forgot I even had this journal. It has been a while. Although it does forward some delight looking back on things i wrote almost two years ago. Such a different place and time. The world that I thought was so tough and unrelenting back then seems like the teething years to me now ( Read more... )

This is almost 100% accurate ( Read more... )

Wow, my life is going great for me right now. It's really amazing what comes by when you focus on yourself and let the world "happen to you ( Read more... )

While I sit here and ponder a portion of a life gone by, I analyze what choices I have made. A choice is nothing to be taken lightly. Choosing creates destiny. Have we the free will to honestly make an unbiased life altering choice? Or has it been engrained into our minds and our personalities to have choices made before the opportunity to ( Read more... )

I think my goal in life is to have everything going for me at once. I don't think I've ever had that. If one thing's good, the other sucks. Why? I wanna have my cake and eat it too. And what a fucking dumbass phrase. Who's gonna have cake and not eat it? Evidently people that are not getting their way all the time. Or Elaine's boss on ( Read more... )

Just to clear up the discrepancy....my dad is not doing so red hot, healthwise. He currently has 20% use of his kidneys. Once he gets down to 15%, he has to go on dialysis and search for a donor. Family is most likely to be the best option or route to go so we'll see if my shit is compatible. The only problem is he has low blood pressure and ( Read more... )

I just got some fucking stellar news today regarding the one thing that I hold more precious than anything in this world. The one thing that has been my shoulder to cry on, has shown me right from wrong through his unique, yet effective methods. My harbor in the storm. My pacification in a world of chaos. The one thing on this fucking earth ( Read more... )

So I get coaxed into going out for "one" beer yesterday after work. We go across the street to Key West and end up having five beers....no problem. "Hey Tony, can you give Jay and I a ride back to my car?" "Sure buddy...let's go down to West Sixth for a beer just to check out the scene"...."ok, one beer" So after six more beers on the roof at ( Read more... )

Sooooo, it's been a week since I updated and after a lot of soul searching I can honestly say that I'm doing ok. That is to say I'm still a little shell shocked but I'm back on my feet and ready to take the world head on. I've got everything situated as far as my career goes and as a matter of fact, with change comes opportunity ( Read more... )