Chapter 8 Leaving Kemaru
prologue:
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 5 (Smut cut) chapter 6 chapter 7 Version 1
Title: Leaving (yamada1317 requested a little something, hope i got it right :) )
Pair: Kemaru (Kevin/Kibum) side pairs too
Rating: Pg 13 language~
Authors note: This is based off of version 1 of chapter 7 <3
The interview went pretty well, although Kibum was worried about Kevin. He’d been having so many break downs since Kibum came back into his life, he couldn’t imagine what it must have been like when he wasn’t there. He never wanted to cause his angel any problems but it seemed that’s all he did, and with his own temper it didn’t help Kevin at all. He honestly now couldn’t blame Kevin for not wanting to take him back. Soohyun and Dongho went to Kevin after the interview and asked him what was wrong and he denied there being anything wrong. Yeah, because people just break down crying and apologizing for no reason right? The car ride was silent, everyone knew what happened and Alexander had told Kibum to give Kevin sometime alone until they got back to the dorm, and he agreed. Soohyun how ever didn’t leave his dongsang’s side and Dongho didn’t seem to mind at all the way Soohyun held onto Kevin in the car. He seemed to want to help his Hyung, and trusted in his relationship with Soohyun, Kibum sighed inwardly when he remembered that’s how him and Kevin used to be.
They arrived at the dorm, Soohyun leading Kevin up to the house before everyone else hands clasped, and Dongho was clinging to Kevin’s arm proclaiming love for his Hyung. No one was blind, they knew that as soon as they entered the dorm nothing good was going to come out of it. Their hope for Kemaru to get back together was slowly disintegrating into a big black hole of nothingness. Kevin entered the dorm and went to the far corner of the room and slouching against the wall phone in his hands tightly, he’d been texting Jun Hyung the whole ride home asking him, begging him to come over right away because they had to tell Kibum. Kevin couldn’t face Kibum, Soohyun stayed by Kevin’s side. Kevin’s eyes were red, irritated and just waiting to spill over with tears, his breathing was irregular everyone was afraid he might pass out. The members of U-kiss sat in the living room in silence for a while, waiting for either Kevin or Kibum to speak, because frankly they were all confused. Weren’t they getting along good since Kevin came back from the hospital? Wasn’t it openly said that they both did in fact still love each other just as much if not more than before? So what was the problem? Kibum was about to speak when the bell to their dorm rang, Kevin noticeably paled and scooted back into the wall even though there was nowhere to go. The only way to get more into his corner was if the wall swallowed him up, Soohyun and Dongho moved closer to Kevin and tried to calm him. Kibum answered the door and was a bit surprised to see Jun Hyung, and a bit relieved maybe he could tell Kibum what was up with Kevin.
Jun Hyung bowed and greeted everyone before spotting Kevin in the corner and running over to him. Soohyun and Dongho moved and gave them room. Jun scooped Kevin into his lap and was sitting the way Kevin was previously with the now crying angel in his arms. He was whispering things to Jun that no one could quite make out. Kibum sat on the couch near Alexander and sighed, Jun wasn’t kidding when he said Kibum messed up when he left.
“Junnie, what’s wrong with him?”
“We’ll Kibum Hyung, there is something Kevin and I need to tell you. About something that happened when you left.” Kibum tensed and Alexander grasped his hand squeezing tight as if to reassure him that he’s there for him.
“We…it is really hard to explain Hyung. You left and didn’t contact Kevin, he started feeling ugly and worthless. I showed him how much he was actually worth.” Jun Hyung placed Kevin back on the floor and stood up. Soohyun and Dongho rushed back to Kevin’s side and tried to stop his violent shaking. Jun Hyung took a step near Kibum who was still sitting on the couch, and it seemed as though Alexander was trying to keep him there.
“What did you do?”
“We fooled around Kibum Hyung. He’s still a virgin, Kevin wouldn’t let me go that far, but everything else we’ve pretty much done. He was so lonely Kibum-ah! He needed someone to show them that they cared for him!” Kibum was now standing and clenching his fists and jaw trying not to punch Jun Hyung straight in the jaw. How dare he touch Kevin! Jun knew how much Kevin meant to Kibum, and he was supposed to be Kibum’s best friend.
“You took advantage of him? You fucking ass! How dare you touch my Kevin!” Kibum was being held back by Eli, who seemed to be struggling. Kibum’s strength was no joke, no matter how much smaller he was than Eli. Jun Hyun stepped back, he seemed cool and collected until Kibum’s claim over Kevin.
“You’re Kevin? You’re fucking joking right? How can you fucking call him yours when you left him Kibum? You broke this beautiful angel and now that you have him back you don’t seem to be doing a very good job at keeping him happy still! I took care of him, I didn’t take advantage of him Kibum!”
“You were supposed to be my best friend why would you fuck around with someone you knew I loved!”
“Because I loved him first!” Everyone froze and Jun Hyung’s statement. Kevin was staring at them with wide eyes from inside Soohyun’s protective hold, Jun Hyung loved him? He never said anything, if Kevin knew Jun Hyung had feelings for him he wouldn’t have done those things with him. Kevin started crying again, hard, his breathing going so irregular Soohyun thought he might pass out.
“I’ve loved him since I joined Xing, it was my fault for keeping it secret for so long. But as soon as you joined Kevin was so fucking smitten over you, I got jealous. I couldn’t help it ok, Kevin needed someone to make him feel better and I waited so fucking long for you guys to break up. I’m sorry Kevin.”
“How long?” Kibum’s Kevin was obviously directed at Kevin who was now standing with some help from Soohyun. Alexander lead Jun Hyung out he wasn’t needed anymore, he saw Kevin give him a nod saying he’d call him later. Kevin took a deep breath and looked at the ground. He felt so dirty.
“Two months after you left me.”
“When did it stop?”
“The last time was the morning before I joined U-kiss.”
Kibum walked to his room and went to Kevin’s drawer pulling out the black case and the knife. He walked back to the living room with a smirk on his face. Kevin paled as did the rest of the members. Kibum gave them a firm warning if they tried to take it away he’d stab himself. They could understand Kibum’s feeling of hurt and betrayal but this was taking it a bit too far.
“How many months after I left you?”
“Two.” Kevin screamed when Kibum made two thick cuts on his left arm, Kibum only chuckled and kept on asking.
“How many months did you fool around with him?”
“8 and a half” Kibum started to slice his wrist right above the first two before he was restrained by Soohyun and Eli, Alexander who already had gotten bandages began to work on Kibum’s arms. No one was paying attention to Kevin who had taken the knife that was now on the floor until Dongho screamed. Kevin had the knife to his throat and was hyperventilating. His breath coming out only in gasps. Kibum looked on wide eyed, he didn’t know why he did what he did but he didn’t want Kevin to suffer, Kevin was going to kill himself? If anyone tried to get the knife from him his throat would be slit with their effort to save his life. Kibum moved out of their grasps and looked at his crying broken angel. It was all his fault the things happened.
“Kevin, baby-“
“Don’t! Don’t call me baby, I’m filthy, you don’t want me…I’m sorry Kibum! I’m so sorry, I…I” Kevin dropped the knife and fell to his knees crying hard and barely breathing. Kibum was rooted to his spot and everything was starting to spin around him. He broke this beautiful boy whom he’d been trying to get back with forever. Who cares if Kevin was touched by another, he was still a virgin which was good, and he told Kibum instead of trying to hide it. It wasn’t Kibum’s business when Kevin first joined the group, but now that him and Kevin were considering getting back together it was a big deal. He fucked up bad, he nearly killed his angel again! Kevin let out a scream as Kibum fell to the floor, he crawled over and grabbed Kibum’s hand.
“Kibum! Kibum wake up please, please Kibum fucking get up!” Kevin was picked up by Soohyun who carried him to his room, although with struggle because Kevin was fighting and kicking to get out of his grasp and to Kibum. Kibum fainted from all the stress he was going through now, Alexander and Eli laid him on the couch and put an ice pack on his head. He’d been fine. Kibum just needed some rest as did Kevin. They all thought they knew the extent of Kevin’s mental stability but this proved to be wrong, he was still very very fragile and Kibum wasn’t helping him at all.
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Kibum woke up several hours later, he looked around and found Kevin kneeling next to the couch clutching his hand in his own and kissing it repeatedly. Kibum reached with his other hand and touched Kevin’s head. Kevin looked up and his eyes started to tear up, Kibum was awake, and he had to make this better.
“Hyung! Please, I’m so sorry, please please please take me back, I’ll fix this I’ll fix everything please Kibum, my Kibum my love please just take me back please!” Kevin was crying again but no tears came out, Kibum let out a long sigh and lifted Kevin’s chin so they were looking into each other’s eyes. He leaned near Kevin and captured his lips in a soft kiss that soon turned rough. Kibum slid his tongue into Kevin’s mouth and pinned the boy to the floor. Kevin was struggling to get out from under Kibum but soon gave up and gave into the kiss, going slightly limp. Kibum pulled back and looked at Kevin smiling.
“I’m sorry for how I acted, it wasn’t right of me. What you did when we were broken up is in the past. You say you don’t have feelings for him and that you only love me. I believe it. Thank you for telling me though Kevin, I love you much and it’s not you who should be asking to be taken back. It’s me, for all my out bursts and causing all this shit in the first place. Kevin woo please take me back.”
“I’d be stupid not too. Kibum-ah I love you. With all my heart.” Kevin kissed Kibum softly and wrapped his legs and arms around Kibum as he picked him up and moved to their bedroom. Kevin was going to give everything else he had to Kibum, and he was happy. He’s never been happier or more ready in his life than he was right now. Kibum was his everything and he wasn’t going to let him go again.
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Soohyun and Dongho giggled happily as the Kemaru couple entered t heir shared roomed in a tangle of limbs. Dongho kissed Soohyun softly on the lips and smiled happily at him. Finally things were going to start getting better and stop being so dramatic! Kemaru was back together, Dongho had his prince and all was well. Except for maybe the couple in denial Eli and Alexander. But they’ll eventually stop being stupid right?”
Eli walked into his room to see Alexander lying on the bed.
“It’s over!” Alexander shot up. They broke up? Is one of them leaving? What the hell?
“They’re back together Hyung. I’m happy. Everyone had a happy ending.”
“Not everyone.”
“What?”
“Nothing.”
“Hyung, please tell me.”
“I didn’t have a happy ending, the person I like doesn’t like me back. It’s all over.”
“Who do you like?”
“Eli, you idiot, you!” Alexander blushed but didn’t look at Eli, he figured he had nothing to lose. After all the drama he just didn’t care if he was alone anymore, relationships seemed to suck. That is of course until he felt Eli’s lips on his.
“I like you too Hyung, together?” Alexander could only nod, he was at a loss for words.
Maybe everything would be better from now on
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I hope this is good enough xD There will be one more chapter and it’ll be the last one ~ What do you want it to be? Suggestions, even what pairing you want it to center around, I’ll try to fit most into it Pick anything =) sorry this fic was short ^^;; I told myself if I started writing I wouldn’t do anything chaptered but that failed a little didn’t it xD?
Anywho~ hope you enjoy this: 3
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 5 (Smut cut) chapter 6 chapter 7 Version 1
Title: Leaving (yamada1317 requested a little something, hope i got it right :) )
Pair: Kemaru (Kevin/Kibum) side pairs too
Rating: Pg 13 language~
Authors note: This is based off of version 1 of chapter 7 <3
The interview went pretty well, although Kibum was worried about Kevin. He’d been having so many break downs since Kibum came back into his life, he couldn’t imagine what it must have been like when he wasn’t there. He never wanted to cause his angel any problems but it seemed that’s all he did, and with his own temper it didn’t help Kevin at all. He honestly now couldn’t blame Kevin for not wanting to take him back. Soohyun and Dongho went to Kevin after the interview and asked him what was wrong and he denied there being anything wrong. Yeah, because people just break down crying and apologizing for no reason right? The car ride was silent, everyone knew what happened and Alexander had told Kibum to give Kevin sometime alone until they got back to the dorm, and he agreed. Soohyun how ever didn’t leave his dongsang’s side and Dongho didn’t seem to mind at all the way Soohyun held onto Kevin in the car. He seemed to want to help his Hyung, and trusted in his relationship with Soohyun, Kibum sighed inwardly when he remembered that’s how him and Kevin used to be.
They arrived at the dorm, Soohyun leading Kevin up to the house before everyone else hands clasped, and Dongho was clinging to Kevin’s arm proclaiming love for his Hyung. No one was blind, they knew that as soon as they entered the dorm nothing good was going to come out of it. Their hope for Kemaru to get back together was slowly disintegrating into a big black hole of nothingness. Kevin entered the dorm and went to the far corner of the room and slouching against the wall phone in his hands tightly, he’d been texting Jun Hyung the whole ride home asking him, begging him to come over right away because they had to tell Kibum. Kevin couldn’t face Kibum, Soohyun stayed by Kevin’s side. Kevin’s eyes were red, irritated and just waiting to spill over with tears, his breathing was irregular everyone was afraid he might pass out. The members of U-kiss sat in the living room in silence for a while, waiting for either Kevin or Kibum to speak, because frankly they were all confused. Weren’t they getting along good since Kevin came back from the hospital? Wasn’t it openly said that they both did in fact still love each other just as much if not more than before? So what was the problem? Kibum was about to speak when the bell to their dorm rang, Kevin noticeably paled and scooted back into the wall even though there was nowhere to go. The only way to get more into his corner was if the wall swallowed him up, Soohyun and Dongho moved closer to Kevin and tried to calm him. Kibum answered the door and was a bit surprised to see Jun Hyung, and a bit relieved maybe he could tell Kibum what was up with Kevin.
Jun Hyung bowed and greeted everyone before spotting Kevin in the corner and running over to him. Soohyun and Dongho moved and gave them room. Jun scooped Kevin into his lap and was sitting the way Kevin was previously with the now crying angel in his arms. He was whispering things to Jun that no one could quite make out. Kibum sat on the couch near Alexander and sighed, Jun wasn’t kidding when he said Kibum messed up when he left.
“Junnie, what’s wrong with him?”
“We’ll Kibum Hyung, there is something Kevin and I need to tell you. About something that happened when you left.” Kibum tensed and Alexander grasped his hand squeezing tight as if to reassure him that he’s there for him.
“We…it is really hard to explain Hyung. You left and didn’t contact Kevin, he started feeling ugly and worthless. I showed him how much he was actually worth.” Jun Hyung placed Kevin back on the floor and stood up. Soohyun and Dongho rushed back to Kevin’s side and tried to stop his violent shaking. Jun Hyung took a step near Kibum who was still sitting on the couch, and it seemed as though Alexander was trying to keep him there.
“What did you do?”
“We fooled around Kibum Hyung. He’s still a virgin, Kevin wouldn’t let me go that far, but everything else we’ve pretty much done. He was so lonely Kibum-ah! He needed someone to show them that they cared for him!” Kibum was now standing and clenching his fists and jaw trying not to punch Jun Hyung straight in the jaw. How dare he touch Kevin! Jun knew how much Kevin meant to Kibum, and he was supposed to be Kibum’s best friend.
“You took advantage of him? You fucking ass! How dare you touch my Kevin!” Kibum was being held back by Eli, who seemed to be struggling. Kibum’s strength was no joke, no matter how much smaller he was than Eli. Jun Hyun stepped back, he seemed cool and collected until Kibum’s claim over Kevin.
“You’re Kevin? You’re fucking joking right? How can you fucking call him yours when you left him Kibum? You broke this beautiful angel and now that you have him back you don’t seem to be doing a very good job at keeping him happy still! I took care of him, I didn’t take advantage of him Kibum!”
“You were supposed to be my best friend why would you fuck around with someone you knew I loved!”
“Because I loved him first!” Everyone froze and Jun Hyung’s statement. Kevin was staring at them with wide eyes from inside Soohyun’s protective hold, Jun Hyung loved him? He never said anything, if Kevin knew Jun Hyung had feelings for him he wouldn’t have done those things with him. Kevin started crying again, hard, his breathing going so irregular Soohyun thought he might pass out.
“I’ve loved him since I joined Xing, it was my fault for keeping it secret for so long. But as soon as you joined Kevin was so fucking smitten over you, I got jealous. I couldn’t help it ok, Kevin needed someone to make him feel better and I waited so fucking long for you guys to break up. I’m sorry Kevin.”
“How long?” Kibum’s Kevin was obviously directed at Kevin who was now standing with some help from Soohyun. Alexander lead Jun Hyung out he wasn’t needed anymore, he saw Kevin give him a nod saying he’d call him later. Kevin took a deep breath and looked at the ground. He felt so dirty.
“Two months after you left me.”
“When did it stop?”
“The last time was the morning before I joined U-kiss.”
Kibum walked to his room and went to Kevin’s drawer pulling out the black case and the knife. He walked back to the living room with a smirk on his face. Kevin paled as did the rest of the members. Kibum gave them a firm warning if they tried to take it away he’d stab himself. They could understand Kibum’s feeling of hurt and betrayal but this was taking it a bit too far.
“How many months after I left you?”
“Two.” Kevin screamed when Kibum made two thick cuts on his left arm, Kibum only chuckled and kept on asking.
“How many months did you fool around with him?”
“8 and a half” Kibum started to slice his wrist right above the first two before he was restrained by Soohyun and Eli, Alexander who already had gotten bandages began to work on Kibum’s arms. No one was paying attention to Kevin who had taken the knife that was now on the floor until Dongho screamed. Kevin had the knife to his throat and was hyperventilating. His breath coming out only in gasps. Kibum looked on wide eyed, he didn’t know why he did what he did but he didn’t want Kevin to suffer, Kevin was going to kill himself? If anyone tried to get the knife from him his throat would be slit with their effort to save his life. Kibum moved out of their grasps and looked at his crying broken angel. It was all his fault the things happened.
“Kevin, baby-“
“Don’t! Don’t call me baby, I’m filthy, you don’t want me…I’m sorry Kibum! I’m so sorry, I…I” Kevin dropped the knife and fell to his knees crying hard and barely breathing. Kibum was rooted to his spot and everything was starting to spin around him. He broke this beautiful boy whom he’d been trying to get back with forever. Who cares if Kevin was touched by another, he was still a virgin which was good, and he told Kibum instead of trying to hide it. It wasn’t Kibum’s business when Kevin first joined the group, but now that him and Kevin were considering getting back together it was a big deal. He fucked up bad, he nearly killed his angel again! Kevin let out a scream as Kibum fell to the floor, he crawled over and grabbed Kibum’s hand.
“Kibum! Kibum wake up please, please Kibum fucking get up!” Kevin was picked up by Soohyun who carried him to his room, although with struggle because Kevin was fighting and kicking to get out of his grasp and to Kibum. Kibum fainted from all the stress he was going through now, Alexander and Eli laid him on the couch and put an ice pack on his head. He’d been fine. Kibum just needed some rest as did Kevin. They all thought they knew the extent of Kevin’s mental stability but this proved to be wrong, he was still very very fragile and Kibum wasn’t helping him at all.
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Kibum woke up several hours later, he looked around and found Kevin kneeling next to the couch clutching his hand in his own and kissing it repeatedly. Kibum reached with his other hand and touched Kevin’s head. Kevin looked up and his eyes started to tear up, Kibum was awake, and he had to make this better.
“Hyung! Please, I’m so sorry, please please please take me back, I’ll fix this I’ll fix everything please Kibum, my Kibum my love please just take me back please!” Kevin was crying again but no tears came out, Kibum let out a long sigh and lifted Kevin’s chin so they were looking into each other’s eyes. He leaned near Kevin and captured his lips in a soft kiss that soon turned rough. Kibum slid his tongue into Kevin’s mouth and pinned the boy to the floor. Kevin was struggling to get out from under Kibum but soon gave up and gave into the kiss, going slightly limp. Kibum pulled back and looked at Kevin smiling.
“I’m sorry for how I acted, it wasn’t right of me. What you did when we were broken up is in the past. You say you don’t have feelings for him and that you only love me. I believe it. Thank you for telling me though Kevin, I love you much and it’s not you who should be asking to be taken back. It’s me, for all my out bursts and causing all this shit in the first place. Kevin woo please take me back.”
“I’d be stupid not too. Kibum-ah I love you. With all my heart.” Kevin kissed Kibum softly and wrapped his legs and arms around Kibum as he picked him up and moved to their bedroom. Kevin was going to give everything else he had to Kibum, and he was happy. He’s never been happier or more ready in his life than he was right now. Kibum was his everything and he wasn’t going to let him go again.
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Soohyun and Dongho giggled happily as the Kemaru couple entered t heir shared roomed in a tangle of limbs. Dongho kissed Soohyun softly on the lips and smiled happily at him. Finally things were going to start getting better and stop being so dramatic! Kemaru was back together, Dongho had his prince and all was well. Except for maybe the couple in denial Eli and Alexander. But they’ll eventually stop being stupid right?”
Eli walked into his room to see Alexander lying on the bed.
“It’s over!” Alexander shot up. They broke up? Is one of them leaving? What the hell?
“They’re back together Hyung. I’m happy. Everyone had a happy ending.”
“Not everyone.”
“What?”
“Nothing.”
“Hyung, please tell me.”
“I didn’t have a happy ending, the person I like doesn’t like me back. It’s all over.”
“Who do you like?”
“Eli, you idiot, you!” Alexander blushed but didn’t look at Eli, he figured he had nothing to lose. After all the drama he just didn’t care if he was alone anymore, relationships seemed to suck. That is of course until he felt Eli’s lips on his.
“I like you too Hyung, together?” Alexander could only nod, he was at a loss for words.
Maybe everything would be better from now on
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I hope this is good enough xD There will be one more chapter and it’ll be the last one ~ What do you want it to be? Suggestions, even what pairing you want it to center around, I’ll try to fit most into it Pick anything =) sorry this fic was short ^^;; I told myself if I started writing I wouldn’t do anything chaptered but that failed a little didn’t it xD?
Anywho~ hope you enjoy this: 3