I am particularly frustrated at how predisposed to love I am. Girls don't matter. There's too much to do as a single person. Why am I so lonely, sometimes?

I'm just going back and reading the narrative of my contemplative life ( Read more... )

It started when I went to Kent's wedding. Oh it was beautiful. And I'm happy for Kent, and so happy for Michelle. But it reminded me of the past. It reminded me of the girl who once loved me, the girl who once had sex with me as a promise to marry me, and then broke her promise, leaving me feeling no less than raped. There was so much good at the ( Read more... )

I had a douchebag teacher for Business Management, Dr. Eassa. I'm not going to list my grievances against him, except that he was incredibly inconsiderate during tests, most likely because he didn't respect other people; he is the kind of man who finds respect more easily demanded than earned ( Read more... )

Matthew James Davis isn't so much frustrated at the pain of being hurt; is frustrated that the only thing he did wrong was trust people without the emotional, intellectual, or ethical capacity to warrant any trust. I am my greatest capital, and I'm a fool to invest it carelessly ( Read more... )

Here is a great question an economist should answer: If a person is content to do their second, third, or fourth best--if they are content to never understand what their "best" truly is--then how much food do they deserve to eat. Can we do a regression analysis? Can we build a model ( Read more... )

I really do.

Fuck it. There's no one in the world worth this. There's no one in the whole world who I can count on. I'm all I've got.

They say that love goes anywhere. In your darkest time, its just enough to know its there. When you go, I'll let you be, but you're killing everything in me.

[Jimmy Eat World; Polaris]

So, I have a hard time trusting people. It's much easier to refer to that as "meeting people I like." Sounds much less hostile. So, I have a hard time meeting people I like. Sometimes I meet people who want me to like them, but I just have a hard time going out of my way to believe that they're sincere ( Read more... )

This is such a waste of my time. I feel completely irrational. I don't like it at all ( Read more... )