Tonight as I was searching for some good art peices for my new house I remembered a peice I had learned about 4 or 5 years ago in a college class so I went searching for it. Its Frida Kahlo's "Henry Ford Hospital" aka "The flying bed" depicting when Frida had her 2nd miscarriage and realized she'd never carry a baby full term and I dont think this ( Read more... )

Just to remind people. Today at 7pm around the world people will be lighting candles for the babies who didn't make it. Help the wave of light travel and light your candle. Show others they are not alone. For my Angels and for all the angels who didn't make it <3

So it is Baby Loss Awareness Week and I just now realized it, I don't know how official or well recognized it is... and no one has seemed to mention it...  but I did find the sites i posted below.  Saturday on the 15th I would have been 5 months pregnant.  Just wanted to share in case you guys were like me and didn't know anything about it. 
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Originally posted by carafbaby at Memorial Tattoo
I am wanting to get some kind of memorial for the baby we lost in July.  I am currently TTC so i don't want the ink in my system obviously but eventually i want to get some sort of tattoo for the baby.  I don't want anything that is going to be super obvious just something that i will always have with me ( Read more... )

September 2009 I miscarried. Sometime in mid-December 2009 my husband and I conceived again. We now have an amazing little boy in our lives ( Read more... )

Originally posted by carafbabyat Bitter & Jealous
Welp the 2 girls that were exactly as far along as i should be right now just both posted what they are having on FB... literally 10 minues apart.  I feel physically sick over it, one is having a boy and the other a little girl.  I feel bad for feeling bad, I should be happy for these women right? I am not, i ( Read more... )

Originally posted by carafbabyat My First Pregnancy... and Loss...

In February 2010 the love of my life David proposed to me, in March we bought our first home and April 16th, 2011 I married my best friend. I found out in June that was I pregnant and must have convinced in May a month after we were married. We were ecstatic we had already planned on trying ( Read more... )

  because of the fact that my body has now not only rejected one baby but two i have a feeling that if/when i finally get pregnant and carry the baby to full term then i will die giving birth. this thought has crossed my mind a few times before and last night i told my boyfriend my fear and he of course told me no, that's not going to happen. i do ( Read more... )

I lost my son at fifteen weeks a couple of months ago. Although I have a beautiful 10 month old daughter, I still can't get over the loss of my boy. I feel angry at God or whatever you want to call him/her/it for taking my boy from me ( Read more... )

  I have lost two babies and am only 19 years old. I know what most of you are thinking wow what a whore she's that young and has already gotten pregnant twice. Well the first time I admit was extremely stupid as I was only 14 at the time but I was "in love" or so I thought. This was the guy I lost my virginity too and then...he turned out not to ( Read more... )